june

jan+feb

2010-02-05T00:28:00.002+08:00

hello ppl... so long nv come in to write... how r u.... whaha.. life is still the same for me la.. working like a cow... facing those idoit parent.. how i wish i can talk some sense to those idoits...just becos they pay some toopid money.. they tink they r the boss already... cant they just tink for ths staffs... on how hard we r working.. trying our best to do watever we can.. they just dun get it.. becos they didnt get to see how hard we work... shit those ppl.... next time i will wait n see.. what if is their son/daughter getting to face this type of shitty customers.. how would they feel... feeling like telling them to FUCK OFF...

enough of my complain.....

everyday motivate me to wake up.. is my taiwan trip...counting down.. wohoo... i booked my tickets .. as well as my hotel.. le... yeah... cant wait for march to come... wohoo...taiwan....
hope tat.. in dec i can go bangkok...next yr go japan... 2012 go new york... my wish is to travel to different part of the world... wohoo.. hope i can have my dream come true...

second day of 2010

2010-01-02T23:07:00.003+08:00

happy new year ppl... second day of 2010.. how r u all feeling.. i m feeling fresh n excited... brand new yr.. brand new beginning... lol...

although 2 hrs before 2010 come.. i wanted to burst in tears.... becos could not get my thinking right.. sickening la... sick in my head!!!

before heading to the count dwn... we went to haagen dazs to have some ice-cream!!!.. there is this particular guy damm cute... becos we were waiting outside.. it was full hse... so we waited... we didnt show any black face.. when finally there r seats of us, he told us to give him 5 mins to clear the table... lol.... he took more than 5 loh.. then he apologise la.... then we ordered our food.. as usual.. we talk the same topic.. same names appear.. as usual la.. those ppl name... then at the place.. gt two guys.. one is the one tat apologise to us.. he is like the family guy... mr nice guy... another one is look like those bad bad guy la.. so i ask both of them who will they choose.. yes.. both of them.. know which one will they go for.. when is my turn.. i told them.. i will choose both.. they insist to choose one.. i really dunno.. whaha.. this is me.. cant decide.. but once decide.. i will stick to it.. but if really no choice.. need to choose.. of cos the family guy la.. whaha.. time to settle dwn.. nt young already leh!!!

photos to brighten up my day!!!

towards 2010

2009-12-26T15:06:00.004+08:00

this post will be the summary of what happen to me in 2009. for 2009 i can say that my life is still consider as wonderful... although there r time that i will really upset over some nonsense stuffs.... but still is fine.. n good...

i have made new frez... workplace is still conside nt bad... that is why i have been working in same company for a yr plus. although sometime i might be very sick of working... especially working on a sat was a big headach... so many issues will happen... n busy... killing all my brain cells... but ok la.. i have nice colleagues to work with....

life is still the same... alway hang out with my fav frez and fav places.... and my fav frez are still around me... tat make more happy.....

i also dunno what more to say already.... all i can say... life is great... and i know my life will be better in 2010....nv tink of will happen after i pass twenty yrs old... everything is like.... not plan... i dunno... just weird...

anyway... i have one last wish... is to see tat someone... which i had not seen for yrs.... hmmm.. wonder how the person is now... hmmmm ... well.. i will pray hard... to see tat someone...

ok.. enough... 5 more days to 2010... are you ready for the new year.. new goals to be accomplish...new ppl you will meet... new challenges...

i will everyone will have a great year ahead.... cheers....

i m SINGLE but... NT AVAILABLE

2009-11-09T13:40:00.002+08:00

last night i had such a nice dream.. tat i wish i could just die n nt wake up... if i were to die.. maybe i can just stuck inside my sweet dream.. one that i wish tat will happen... haiz... the dream is so nice that i really hope it will happen to me... haiz... i wish i wish.. make my dream become real!!!!

on sat.. i was talking to my colleagues abt relationship... she was asking y am i still single.. becos my surrounding frez dun have.. y must i step into trouble... being alone is good... why need someone there to control u...just when my parent give me full control to my life... whaha..... but for my colleague, she is at the age.. when she should think abt this already.. so me.. this nonsense me.. suggest some nonsense to her... which.. i find that it might work... often sms or e-mail the person u fancy of... knowing more him.. asking him how is he feeling.. all sort of nonsense... sending him nice video.. sharing the view on what u tink abt the world now.. i know i m teaching nonsense... but i tink it should work la... down there i m teaching her.. but i doubt i will use it on ppl i m interested on.. haiz... so toopid la...

i really it will work for her... i wan to go for her wedding.. i love attending wedding... seeing two people from frez to couple n then to husband N wife... the process is sweet n nice... i tink i should really work as a wedding planner.. since i love to attend wedding.. i tink i will.. before i wan to fulfill my dream to work as a HR.. working in grand hotel... yea!!!.. i m gld i have dream that i can toward.... wohoo.. i m looking forward to my life.. my life will be full of colours.....

yes.. for time now... i m SINGLE but... NT AVAILABLE... my life rox!!!

season of love

2009-10-29T21:51:00.003+08:00

oct is coming to an end.... that means... nov is coming.. also mean.. christmas is coming again... a season to share and give... wohoo... a season for me to spree for my love ones... whahaha... goodbye $$$$... whaha... nvm la... season to share...

i just post this on facebk "June Wong is in love one of this sentence from a book ..."you're more important than anything else. And you have given me YOU.""wohoo... isn't that sentence sweet... u dun need anything other thing... becos u have give me 'YOU'... wohoo... that is the best present... well well... this will onli happen in reality world... not in real world.. nt in my world....

a day with the CAR

2009-10-16T23:25:00.003+08:00

today was a super fun day for me... with a car around.. i can rush to one place to another in less than half n hour...... i can save so much time can.... n i love the speed... i love seeing different cars... different situation i will be in when i m driving... although sometime i might nt know what to do... but drving on the road really test my reaction... wohoo.... whaha...

today, drive from woodlands to united square... wohoo.. traffic at novena can kill me... busy road... with so many cars can... but still fun... whaha... n thanks to my bro... he actually accompany from woodlands to united square then he take train back to woodlands... whaha... i just dun have the courage to drive alone... but i know i need to have that type of courage soon... i know i will have.... the carpark there also kill me.. whaha... but still i parked into the slot... happy me... n i know my parking skill has improve.... without the parking poles over at BBDC... whaha... i rely too much on those poles already....

then dinner time.. drive to CWP... going dwn to the basement is nt easy too.. especilly with my daddy's car... long body... my god... must see in front... n behind.... so ma fan.... but still still going dwn n park... n after tat drive home.. MY CAR IS STILL IN ONE PIECE... whaha... so happy la...

i tink from now on... i will drive more... then my driving skill will be good... then next yr.. mayb... i can get a car... whaha... tat is my bday wish... anyone wants to buy a car for me... whaha...

that all i m going to say... my blog is open to all again... whaha... welcome back ppl.... I M BACk

what a life

2009-09-13T22:58:00.000+08:00

This post will be a long one… I have so many thing to say…

Start off with sept 11 (911), just few days ago, it marks the 8 yrs anniversary….8 yrs leh.. those of my age… when this thing happened…we were only 14 yrs old.. let me remind u again… u were only a 14 yrs old kid. In sec 2….is likeOMG….. time passes so much.. that this incident to me … happened only like 3 yrs back..BUT nt eight f***ing yrs back…. Haiz.. eight yrs ago.. something happen in my cls… memories… but I m glad everything is fine…so I wun wan to say anthing here….

Next thing is… today… I had whole day.. resting at home… doing my own stuffs… finally I have a day to do things I wan… I have been working n studying…. Stress can….anyway… was watching one old korea drama… that was my first korea drama.. love it… can… intro by my classmate “serene too” when I was in sec skool… love it la… my mummy also like… I bought the vcd… I repeated watching dunno how many million time can… I watched it again today…I tink I know y am I in love with older guy le la… thanks to that show… whaha….

One of my working colleague very cute… becos those guys tat attract me… all r married guys can… whaha… n she is worried for me… la.. becos all I like… married le leh… whaha… of cos la… my work place is all kids.. sure all daddy le la… whaha…. Haiz…. Dunno should I laugh or cry.. whaha.. sat… MR CHOW “ handsome papa” his nickname… guess.. what… he wore my fav color … green leh… so handsome la… then when my tat colleague say…, so long nv see my bf……the next moment… he walked pass my work place… whaha… so fun can.. working with my colleagues….. it been a yr I work there… tat mean one yr… since I left SMRT… n also mean one yr… I nv see my moon.. haiz… so fast la…

Whenever I though those days I took MRT during my poly yr 1 …. I miss my Mr MRT guy la… I miss those days that I took the same train with him.. from woodlands all the way to redhill… 45mins train ride… so nice…memories…. Can I have it one more time..i wonder how is he now…

I have something to say… but I will say another time… tat all for this entry…. No.. I m nt getting married or wat… whaha…. Bye ppl… have a nice week….

happy birthday to my blog

2009-08-27T23:29:00.000+08:00

this month is my blog 4Th bday leh.. happy birthday to http://juneperfectlife.blogspot.com/.. happy birthday to u ... happy bdirthday to u...

i realy want to thank my blog for accompanying me for the past 4 yrs... this mth my blog bday... change a new blogskins... whaha...

august

2009-08-27T22:19:00.001+08:00

i dunno is it.. onli my blogger gt problem or wat... i cant upload photos... damm it... so angry can...

i m here to blog becos this mth is ending soon.. i have nt hand in my entry.. whaha... anyway..this mth... veru busy... becos last wk i had 3 papers ... my god... can die la.. is like brain has nt recover since my previous exam... in may... workplace law paper leh... haiyooo... or should i say becos i m getting older... brain cannt take in too much information..... haiz....

anyway celebrated my dear kitty bday.. at ion's swensen.. 1 for 1 ice-cream... i can't eat too much ice cream.... i tink if bring kids there... they will be very very happy loh... really... they get to eat all the ice cream .... sad la.. cant uload pics...

i hope my exam results will turn up well... whaha...

so ppl who call themselves my frez... r doing things behind my back.. at least let me know a bit.. will die meh... so this is wat i call frez la.. thanks la... do watever u wan.. i dun care... becos i m just too tired to tink of so many things.. i m onli ONE person... i cant tink as if.. i have thousand mind... i m tired already.... i tink i m ready to face the reality world... with a hack care attitude.... this is wat u wan..fine.. u can have this ME!!!!

going to have a sec 5 gathering on 19sept... cant wait for tat to happen... no matter how many ppl..come.. i will be glad.. becos i dun care anymore.. whaha... i really thanks those who reply to me...

Venue: Shokudo

Meeting Time:1830-1900

all this nt confirm yet... wait for my sms...

gemini

2009-07-03T00:27:00.003+08:00

this is something i get from facebk when i do the test

有很多的朋友，可是'看起来朋友很多，可是知心的没有几个'这句话很深刻的形容了双子。双子很能说话，他跟别人可以天南地北的聊，可以聊得很八卦，也会聊一些很严肃的话题。双子可以跟你聊很多东西，可是注意了，他都只是跟你聊一些不关自己的事。随便他跟你说些什么，可是跟自己有关的都只是些皮毛而已。比如，今天又有某个明星怎样怎样了；隔壁班有多少美女帅哥的。关于自己的事，他几乎是不说的，就算是说，也是说一些关于自己无关痛痒的事。当你想更进一步的了解双子，他会很自然的把话题给扯开。对于自信的双子来说，他又同时很没有安全感，这是双子特有的矛盾。他喜欢把自己重重包围住，不让自己暴露。对于双子来说，如果在一个还不了解的人面前把自己暴露了，就等于让别人抓住了自己的把柄。这样就失去了一定的优势。当双子感到独孤悲伤时，只会一个人躲在房间里哭，或者一个人郁闷着。双子也很怕被伤害，很多时候宁愿自己承受一切，也不愿别人抓住自己的把柄。所以久而久之也就养成了习惯。双子基本上也是个很痛苦的人。表面上总是很有活力，很快乐的样子，可是没人的时候他又总是很忧伤。双子总会被一种莫名的悲伤笼罩。但他不会让别人发现的，他怕被伤害，也怕被别人抛弃，只能自己硬挺着一切。所以双子很神经质，精神脆弱，容易人格分裂，因为承受了太多的东西. 一般来说双子的孩子都很早熟。双子对很多的东西都在乎得要命，可是表面上就是看起来什么都不在乎。双子并不是故意要掩饰自己，上面说了，这只是一种习惯了，可是在外人看来他就成了虚伪的人。双子是被公认的最花心、最冷酷无情的星座。其实对于双子的花心，真的不想再说些什么了。解释得太多，累了，也没耐心了。可是说起双子，就不得不提感情，双子这一生，似乎必须被感情牵伴，跟爱情纠缠一世。很多人说双子并不花心，只是博爱，所以才会有那么好的人缘。忘了在哪里看见了这样的一句话：双子最大的悲哀在于有两个人的思想，却只有一个人的身体，双子有爱自己所爱的人的权利，也有保护彼此所爱的人的义务，双子只剩下一个时，爱也就只剩下义务了。我想用如来若去说的一句话给双子的花心做个总结：花心的极端就是痴心的可怕。该懂的人应该会懂的。至于冷酷无情真的不知道该从何说起。其实双子是最平和的星座，如果可以不发生冲突，都会尽量避免。双子也很少跟别人吵架，他讨厌吵架，如果是因为一些生活琐碎小事吵架，那么双子就在吵完的那一刻就把这件事给忘了；要双子真的跟你翻脸，除非是你的所作所为或所说的话实在让双子不能忍受，这时他会很鄙视得看你一眼，然后头也不回地走掉，甚至会不给你留面子地离开。这时你一辈子也别想再和他和好了，就算有的双子碍于面子和你再成为朋友，但是他们已经对你鄙视到了极点，只不过维持着这一层不得不维持的'朋友'关系其实，很大一部分双子，对待感情是非常专一的，之所以给人留下花心的美名，是因为很少有人能够让略带童心的双子动真感情，不是双子铁石心肠，而是双子个性里面天生有一些忧郁，一些潜在的不自信，只是双子隐藏的深入，可是一旦让双子动了真感情，那么恭喜你了，双子的天真，率直，外加表达能力丰富，一定能让你获得很多快乐。每个双子都有一个故事隐藏在心里，多数是不堪回首的往事，双子是个念旧或者说是喜欢沉浸在回忆中的星座，他（她）的这个故事通常都是因情所困，动了感情而被伤害了的双子是脆弱的，也是坚强的，他（她）可以很快的振作起来，可以当什么事都没有发生，这些都是双子演给世人看的罢了，等到夜深人静的时候，双子内心的伤痛随着血液渗透到全身，他（她）可以一整夜的去回忆之前的点点滴滴，可以一整夜的沉浸在痛苦之中，可以一整夜坐在那里发呆，但是，一旦天亮了，要出去见人了，双子马上就从痛苦中抽身而走，你看到的肯定是一个神采奕奕的双子，这就是双子，拥有双重性格的双子，一个在世人面前乐天，快乐，在孤独夜晚独自伤悲的双子。双子的爱是最永恒的，可以付出一切，有人说我们花心，那时我们没有真正的爱，当双子爱上一个人的时候是痛苦的，因为我们太敏感。假如双子爱上了一个不爱自己的人，那莫我相信他永远都不会再爱了，当爱给过了一个人，他再也没有能力再付出了，其实太多的人都不懂我们，其实连我们自己都不懂自己，我们很会伪装，很会说谎，但我们最细腻，对感情最敏感，双子的爱与悲伤，谁又真的了解！

very long... but i totally agree... especially on the sentence when they say once i forget u as a frez... is really the end... no matter in the future if i ever talk to u again... to the one person who hurt me MORE THAN ONCE.....really dun need to bother to be my frez again.. u will nv be..no matter how sad u are.. dun come to me... i will nv forget wat u did to me...... i hope the person know who he/she is... i regret having u as 1 small part of my life...thank u for leaving me... u make me realise who r my true friends are!!!!!!

BUT still... i wish that person all the best in whatever thing he/she does!!!!!!!!! you alway have my wishes.... tat is becos u did leave some good memories with me!!!!!!!!

happy birthday to min ho

2009-06-22T21:36:00.002+08:00

today .... 22nd JUne 09... my darling LEE MIN HO... birthday!!!!!!!

happy birthday to min ho
happy birthday to min ho

happy birthday to min ho

happy birthday to darling

born 18 days later then me...

but still same mth as me leh...

so happy can!!!!!!!!

how i wish i can celebrate with HIM

busy mth

2009-06-21T00:29:00.006+08:00

wow wow wow... tat all i can say abt this mth.. like so many happen.. this is onli the third week to the mth of June.. but it seem tat i did lots of things.. but i dunno wat.. i have been very busy... shopping... rushing reportssssssss.... meeting up with my three sisters... go to IT fair.. celebrate my bday.... had a good dream.. i tink still gt a lot more la.. but dunno wat...

for this one whole week... so many things happen... my modem spoil.. i need internet to look for information... i almost go crazy i tell u... guess where i went.. i went to my fav RP.. whaha.. to use the wireless there.. whaha... wat can i say.. I LOVE RP!!!!!!!!

then i wen to causeway to buy a be new modem.. becos i m a computer idoit.. BUT STILL.. i remember clearly i did the STUPID STAFF what i need.. but when i reach home.. i realise is wrong... argh.. i wen back to cwp.. then the STUPID STAFF D dun allow me to exchange.. i almost wan slap his face ok.. his attitude sux to the max.... my frez.. if u r reading this. pls dun nt go to tat shop "XX zone" .. background is green one.. i m sure those living in woodlands will know which shop is that.. dun waste your money there ok.. go to Computer.Etc -Causeway Point -#04-16/17 ... the service staffs so nice to the MAX!!!

sat night... which is on 20 jun 2009,... after work.. my family came to fetch me... whaha. so sweet.. anyway.. we had some crazy ideas in the car leh.. due to traffic jam la.. whaha.. there was this long trunk with iron rod driving beside us.. there the car behind the trunk stay quite a distance from the truck.. more than on car length.. i forget who say siao or something like tat.. then my reply was.. later the trunk suddenly brake.. then those rod hit the car ma.. then we ill have final destination 4.. lol.. then my daddy say.. i watch too much TV le.. lol.. then my bro say the trunk also cannt drive too fast.. later smack the car in front.. lol.. my daddy say the same thing also.. lol.. then my daddy suddenly have this crazy tinking.. later the trunk be transformer... WTH.. then i say.. my daddy.. i tink u even worst.. u went inside the TV... loL.... i tell u all of us r laughing until cant breathe.. gt some more la.. but dun wann say le la.. went to taka.. while eating dinner... we recalled what happen in the car.., my dad laughed until his face so red la.. *so cute*.. i just wan to say.... i LOVE my family... i m happy i m with them!!!!!!!!!!*treasure*

my dear dino is leaving singapore today.. to america.... to futher her baking skills.. she sure can do it.... i wish her all the best leh!!!!!! first time, i have frez leaving singapore to go overseas to study... mix feeling leh... *miss my dear dino*... she will be back in DEC09... cant wait to see her again.. sad la.. cant send her off at the airport.....*sad*......

we had sisters gathering last week... before our dear dino fly to america!!!!!!!!!! TAT US!!!!!

my new darling

2009-06-03T17:45:00.005+08:00

i m introducing my new darling to all my frez

wohoo.... dun u tink he is just a perfect guy that u wish he is your husband!!

there r his profile

Name: 이민호 / Lee Min Ho
Profession: Actor
Birthdate: 1987-Jun-22
Height: 185cm
Star sign: Cancer
Blood type: A

he is acting in the very famous korean drama...

boys over flower....

IS A MUST WATCH DRAMA...

2009-05-31T00:43:00.002+08:00

31may2009... happiest day of year 2008.... why??.... because all my lovely ppl help me to celebrate my 21st bday...wow... one yr just gone like tat...can u believe it.. i cant... this make me more scare ... haiz... becos time is flying away too fast.. way too fast...

haiz... anyway... i know tis yr bday.. i will have fun too... with all those ~~real~~ frez... n their wishes... hmmm.. ok la.. i wan slp le...

good night everyone..!!!!!!!!!

wait till next gathering

2009-05-24T21:19:00.006+08:00

lazy sunday.. whaha.. the whole day at home.. i slept till almost 1pm.. whaha... tired leh...then whole day do nth... drive my family out for dinner at yishun.. whaha... mummy ask me. how come u dare to go learn driving.. wow.. this question.. i gt no ans leh.. y i go learn driving?? hmm.. i dunno leh.. mayb becos my frez learn.. i go learn also loh.. or mayb.. becos i dun wan take public transport already. whaha... i dunno leh...hmmmmm

anyway yesterday was my FYP meeting.. at new york new york.. we gt the cabin seats.. thanks to suria n huising.. we go book place first... whaha..yeah... took a lot of pictures... huising is nice to make present for all of us(i love receiving presents).. is our photo for fyp presentation.. so sweet... looking at those pictures.. bring me back to the days i m in rp...haiz... i miss skool life.. although i m a student nw.. but so different now la... haiz....

looking forward to many more gathering... with many more frez.. from rp... and evg... 5a1.. sisters.. happy feet... e25n... waiting.. waiting for them to plan.. i m sick of planning... becos when plan n things dun go as plan make me very sad... i gt disappointed more than ONCE.. i have enough of tat.. so now i wait for ppl to plan.. but some.. i still get involve... whaha...

last week of april n first week of may..i took 4 exam papers.. it killed all my brain cells.. so brain cells still growing... whaha... tat y i need more sleep... it been such a long time... to take so many paper at one go... whaha...I PASS ALL OF THEM... yeah!!!!!!!!! so happy la...

last yr.. during tis period.. i was busying preparing for my 21st bday.... time really flies... n didnt bother to stop for a while... days just pass like tat... my bdy is coming again.. haiz.. 22 leh.. OMG... really old le.. close your eyes a while.. i might be celebrating my 30th bday le... scary...

i have bday wish leh... anyone one to buy for me..

1)crumpler bag

2)fcuk watch(parent buying)

3)Nokia HP e63

4)street directory(wait till i gt my own car then buy electronic one)-->i getting it for myself

tat all.. rest of the pic go facebk..

wait till next gathering!!!!!!!

busy

2009-05-21T23:50:00.003+08:00

waiting for my MAY's entry.. sorry to say.. still have to wait.. becos i m busy.. what am i busy with.... sleeping.. becos just finish four exam papers... need sleep to grow brain cells.. whaha... if nt.. i will keep forget things leh.. haiyoo.. i know i old la.. but i will remember all my frez... whaha...

kkkk.. may entry will be out be next wk...

counting dwn to my FYP meeting... sat (23 may 2009)-->6.30pm at city hall
counting dwn to meet my sisters... fri(29 may 2009)
counting dwn to meet four of them (date nt confirm)-->dino when is the date leh...

april entry

2009-04-26T16:17:00.002+08:00

finally i can sit down n write something tat is in my mind not my books.. the whole of april busing preparing for exam until my brain cells are ALL DEAD!!!really dead leh... now better dun throw me anything questions... it will take hrs for me to tink... nt more thinking... becos no more cell to tink.. but IS OVER... i can finally rest my enjoy my life.. till next semster...

so cant wait to meet up wi my frez again... i have a lot of frez to meet leh... can meet them all together... i tink should be fun... whahaha..people i wan to meet
sisterS:xuannie,xinnie,dino
BFF:yvonne tan ee boon... winnie tan jin fang
fyp team:Suria...ivan..huising...ah ma
happy feet family:zohra,suria,sherman,gerlisa,malini
four of us:huising,barney,amir
smrt frez:karen,florette,nicholas,eugene,nelson,kellyn also jasmine lim,low jia yi (it been a long since i last saw them)
my E25N frez...happy ppl:huising..ah ma.. n carlin... lol..they make me laugh..
i wan to meet all of u.... i will go plan a date for these grps of ppl to meet up... cant wait... we have so many things to say...so many things to laugh abt.... whaha...i should celebrate my bday..then i will get to see all of them at one time...lol..

anyway... ppl ard me r all talking abt marriage la.. Bf la...whaha.. cute la...all at the same time leh... lol... influence me also.. i wan to get married also.. just wan tosee how is it like. after tat nth else.. lol....this also show tat all my frez have reach the age to tink abt marriage already... everyone reall grow up le... haiz... miss those days.. in sec skool..n my ploy life... so inoccent... i wish everyone all the best in whatever u do...

my working has been very good.. my frez there r very nice to me.. one of them.. i also dunno when did i get so close with her... we gt so many things to say la.. "mr chow"... "mr smitch"lol.. yes gals topic can never leave the boy's world... anyway.. i like to work with her... n when she know i was nt going to work.. still scold me.. lol... but i feel good.. becos i know tat ppl like to work with me...is nice to know when u r nt there... ppl actually miss u.. n wanting u to be there with them.. i like this feeling.. becos this tell me a reason to stay alive n happy... lol..*dumb*... i know...

during exam period.. i tink i almost wan kill myself.. really.. becos just cant get those info into my mind.. luckily i have a nice classmate.. cum frez... we are there for one another... to de-stress... u should know who u r.. hor.. *sos*...*gor gor*... lol...*fake j___*lol... fun... i tink she know almost all my problem ... becos we see each other so often leh... alway gt so many things to say. thank u... for being there for me...lol...

n frez.. pls keep updating your blog.. is frm your blog i know how have u been... although we dun alway sms... but update your blog so tat i will know u r actually living well ok... tat the only channel i can know how is your life...

last... dun u tink my life is fun n exciting... in one mth.. can happen so many things... lol... ok la.. tat all for now... i will see u again in MAY!!!!!!!!

evg

2009-03-15T16:03:00.003+08:00

hi ppl... today is sunday...finally i get to rest... anyway i just wan to say... i was looking thro evg website http://www.evergreensec.moe.edu.sg/.... guess wat i saw so many unfamiliar faces of the teachers...haiz... i felt to sad... i miss my teachers.... i miss the sec one life where my skool onli had one batch of students.... 8 classes of sec 1...tat was so fun.. u can feel the bond in our skool.. haiz... when another bacth came in... i tink they turn our skool upside dwn.. i dunno la... tat how i feel... anyway...i just wan to say i miss year 2000 sec 1 skool mates... how i wish i can turn back time to then.... haiz... where everyone is inoccent... haiz.....

nth to say le.... so sad now....

happiest gal on earth

2009-03-12T21:50:00.002+08:00

today 12 of march 2009.... june wong sze yin is the happiest gal on earth... really... so happy tat i m here to blog...u might find it silly... but too me.. is a Happy day!!!!!!!!

after lesson i wen home with my "classmate".... hor classmate... anyway.... while we enter the lift... we saw the HOT guy we will see... so tall can.. imagine i m onli at his shoulder... wohoo.. i was standing beside him la.. then my "classmate".... keep on smiling dwn there looking at me... sickening.. the hot guy then find it puzzle n look at me.. i was like *shy*... lol... very handsome hor.... tall N shuai.... really... something like my cute.... but cute more *fit*.... whaha.... so happy can.... right "classmate".... lol... my gor gor...

next incident just happen.. i was searching for my frez pic... my frez is a host... guest wat i saw a newspaper... she actually interview my Mr Cute leh... OMG...*faint* la.. the moment i saw cute pic.....it is almosta year i last seen my cute can.... everyday when i walk to bugis... i will be praying... pls let CUTE appear in front of me... just for one more time... i dun ask for too much.. all i wan is to see him another time.. is tat so hard... haiz.... *cry*... i wan to see cutela.. i dun care... just for one sec.. i also very happy le... really

so wat u see handsome guy on the street.... they dun belong to me... all i can do is see n stare... BUT cannt touch.... there r 3 reasons y u cannt touch.. 1)they r attach...2) they r GAYS..*sad*... 3) they r married.... haiz.. see la... how can u touch n own them.. u tell me....working at my worplace even WORST... i can everyday see good guys... SO WAT!!!!!!!!!!! they r all MARRIED N with CHILDREN HOR!!!!!!!!! haiz...

anyway... i m still very happy today... happiest gal on earth!!!!!!!!!

amir pop

2009-03-08T22:27:00.004+08:00

something whenever i see it will make me happy... u can scold me bad..mean... black hearted... i dun care... i wun care what u tink... a long as i m happy... this is all i care... whaha.... love is selfish wat.... dun tell me when u see someone u like...but dun belong to u... u will be happy when they put in relationship with XXX... if u dun mind.. then good for u la.. becos i m nt u... I MIND VERY MUCH.... i was telling my frez.... to meet the special him... must find the right time n place... becos even if there is a HIM in front u.. but is nt the right time... things wun turn out well....there was one time when i tink if i was with TAT HIM... should be very happy... nice guy... good personality... but i was wrong.. well... long story.... nvm.. the right person will happen at the right time n also the right place... where two of our hearts will meet.... n that is when my fairytale story will start... praying for tat day to come soon.... whaha...*shy*!!!!!!!!

when to amir's pop.. weather very HOT.... argh... is just like wat i saw in the drama.... haha.. first POP i attend.... becos no prince charming at the moment... so no POP to attend.... i tink my prince charming should have his POP long ago... mayb way before i step into poly life...haha... becos prefer older guys ma... so their pop should be long time ago... *opps*... dun behave like my frez ay bring me to old folk home to choose my mature guys hor... mean rite... RIGHT AMIR!!!!!!!!

i bet all my single frez are all waiting for their right person to appear..... tat is one of things tat we have been waiting for.... whaha.a.... i pray all of us will find the right person in life... n stay together n forever..... like those happen in fairytale... i choose to believe they are true....

AMIR n ME

one mth entry

2009-02-24T17:43:00.011+08:00

ok ppl.. here i m with the one entry per mth... this mth a lot of pics... but very lazy to post all up... so enjoy..... whaha..... have a nice day... ppl

their one mth stay in singapore

me n my mumy

mummy

me.... me

THEM

we r at the flyer.....

me n my darling

mummy N daddy

playing piano

have fun

we had fun or the WHOLE DAYactually u dun need to go to posh place to enjoy.... sometime is being happy all u need is to have the right ppl around u.... tat will make u happy... N that is PRICELSSS!!!!!!!!!!

12th feb 2009:my mummy birthday

valentine cake

happy birthday to my mummy

14 feb 2009: i was out on the street... so what prince charming did nt appear on tat day... i still have fun with my two sisters... n we got presents too... lol..

xuannie.... junnie...xinnie....

me n my present for 14 feb 2009

we three sistes will always be happy forever

xuannie N junnie

junnie N xinnie

my fav frez cum sisters:xinnie N xuannie

present to u.. our candle-light dinner... whaha

my cute bear deciding for me... wat to eat on tat day

sometime is good to laugh with your eyes close... becos there maybe something or someone u dun wish to see... whaha... so to be happy... smile with eyese CLOSE!!!!!

N also like i alway say 14 feb is just another day in our calender.... so what we dun have a partner... if u have a partner... everyday is valentine day... u dun have to wait till 14 feb... treasure your love ones...everyday.. tat is the best.....

傻瓜

2009-02-24T17:18:00.002+08:00

傻瓜词/温岚曲/吴克群

其实他做的坏事我们都懂

没有什么不同

眼光闪烁暧昧流动

闭上眼当作听说

其实别人的招数我们都懂

没有什么不同

故作软弱撒娇害羞

只是有一点别扭

傻瓜也许单纯得多

爱得没那么做作

爱上了我不保留

傻瓜我们都一样

被爱情伤了又伤

相信这个他不一样

却又再一次受伤

傻瓜我们都谎?

受了伤却不投降

相信付出会有代价

代价只是一句傻瓜

my new fav song.. by landy.... 傻瓜... hope u like it too

wait for my full entry coming out in few days time... before 28 feb 2009

happy new year

2009-01-24T21:48:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

WECOME TO A BRAND NEW YEAR 2009!!!!

I m once again here in my blog... i have nth much to blog.. unlike in skool... i have so many things to say.. and some many interesting things and ppl were ard me.. i really miss skool life... although now i m studying.. but is so different... nt the same like i m in RP or EVG... becos i dun get to go skool everyday... to me... a student is to report to skool everyday.. no matter rain or shine... haiz.. how i wish i can just turn back time...

it been almost a yr i graduate from rp... but i will nv forget what happen to me ....the fun and laughter i had in rp... the cls that i went to... changing every semester... knowing so many ppl... i miss having lesson in class... haiz...

when i saw sec skool student go to skool... i recall back what happen in 03 Jan 2000... tat is when i first step into my sec skool life... where everything change in my life... i know what is actually going on in life... n i started to love skool.. n all my frez.... on tat day... three brand new skool actually share one skool compound together...so u can imagine how messy the first day of my sec skool was... but it was kind of fun... have anyone gt this happen to u before.. sure dun have... whaha.... then half a yr later... move back to my own skool compound tat is when i know my true frez.. xuannie.. xinnie nmy favdino.. HUIQI..whahaha.. 5 yrs in evg.. my fav was i m in sec 1.... the whole cls was so naughty... we love to disturb our form teacher Mrs Kumar... whaha... we can everyday make her angry without fail.. whaha... tat y she nv grow tall *opps*.... whahha...

MY fav class

this is how i spend my christmas n my welcoming of 2009...

this pic take from HUISING's blog... she haben give me the pic... so tat y... whahaha...

my christmas day with them....

welcome to 2009... friendship one more yr older...

--> i did this leh.. can u believe it... i spend hrs looking for the four of us pictures... whaha... i think the four of us should take more.... whaha... i LOVE THEM

31 dec 2008: i saw him... yes him... the person tat i hasnt seen since i left sec skool... OMG.. must seeing him also nt bad la.. at least i know how is he right now.. whaha....*shy*

23 jan 2009: end of another HIM... end of my nonsense to him... n i have no more excuses to return to tat place anymore... haiz... i will miss him... he is partof my memories....

24jan 2009: me wishing everyone have a happy holiday... remember to collect more red packets hor... whaha.....

sorry tat this post was so late..... but i m very very busy... dunno what also... anyway... bye.. wait for my feb post... whaha...

goodbye 2008... welcome 2009

2008-12-31T13:36:00.003+08:00

10 MORE HOURS TO 2009... can u believe it.... we going to say goodbyt to 2008... nv will it come back again... haiz... we alway have all the dates in every yr... BUT 21 dec 2008... there is onli one... n nv wil it come back.. whenever i tink of tat... i m so sad....

let's see what i have done in 2008
30 jan08: i have my final fyp presentation
01 feb08: last day in RP
3 mar08: first day working in SMRT
23 mar: first time on Singapore flyer
26 mar08: RP graduation
29 mar08: Graduation night
10 april08: pass driving
31st may08: celebrate my 21st bday
04 jun08: my 21 yrs old... how i wish i stay in yr 2008...
26 july08: national day preview
29 aug08: last day in SMRT
10 sept08: start my new job in mandeville
2 nov08: attended wedding....
28 nov-1 dec08:hongkong trip... visit disneyland
3dec-7dec 08: met so many cute kids....
25dec 08: give out presentssss n receive presents...
31 dec08:sitting down n tink back what i have achieve in 2008!!!!

what a year.... 2009 will be more exciting .... i know....

lastly... i wish everyone...HAPPY 2009..... ENJOY LAST DAY ODF 2008...

goodbye 2008... welcome 2009

picture of 31st Dec 2008's sky

hongkong

2008-12-23T18:32:00.009+08:00

this post is for my ah ma... evelyn... whaha...i have been very very busy... busy with wat. i also dunno.. whaha... i have thousand n million of thing undone... time seem tobe running out... nv enough for me... damm sickening...

whole mth of dec is busy... went to Hong Kong... my workplace event... covering my colleague's shift... one day ... just pass like tat... before i even know what i was doing... haiz...
my photo will tell my story....

ME and Hong Kong!!!

weather so cold.. my toopid bro still eat ice-cream..BUT HOR... ice-cream taste different from s'pore one... whhaa...

my fav morning breakfast... enjoying with my lovely family

their mrt station name r so cute... can....

me n disneyland....

mickey bro.... N mickey daddy

me n my fav MICKEY MOUSE

my fav ppl on earth

Make a guess.. y is there two pot.... one pot is tea.. then wat is the other pot???? HMMMMM!!!

tat all for now... i hope everyone has a wonderful christmas.. n receive many presents.... whaha...i buy present.. until i buy so many extras.. can... but i love christmas...a season for me to give presents.... sharing my love...

looking forward to year 2009!!!! wonderful future.... 2008 has been a great yr.... my luck will continue to 2009... so are yours....

have fun in life.....

happy

2008-11-25T22:04:00.008+08:00

we going to celebrate christmas in less than 1 mth time.. when christmas is here... it also mean that we going to say goodbye to 2008... n welcome to 2009...

2008... what a yr.. graduate from rp... gt my car licence...celebrate my 21st bday... getting a job...knowing more frez.... no more playing a fool... must behave like an adult... and many more... is just one yr.. with 365 days...8760 hrs...525600mins...31536000seconds... just flew right past me....has everyone fulfill all their 2008 wishes.. me.. almost leh... there is still one more... i know all my gf also wan de...i mean all my gf who are still single n available...whaha... know what i m talking abt rite... me n my group of sisters n frez... have been discussing abt this topic leh.. whaha.. i know deep dwn everyone of us wan to the "special HIM" to appear... but it seem that time nt so right yet... tat"special HIM" is still somewhere... waiting for us to go look fo them... n we will find that special HIM.. whaha....becos i read one book.. it says... god create us in a PAIR... so there must be one of person so that we can consider a complete PAIR...

i m glad those who have complete the PAIR... all the best to all of u... stay together forever n ever.....

i was discussing with one frez...i tink we almost every week same thing... we were saying we wish the first one will also be the last one... mayb yes for us.. but nt for the another half...we might nt be their first one.. whaha....ok ... i know is very nonsense.. but gals ma...whaha...

ok.. i m ending here... i wishing my nov frez... happy bday.....a bit late i know..
they are....zi qing(5 nov)..JASMINE LIM XIU WEI(14 nov)...zohra(23 nov)... N wanting(27 nov).... happy bday....

HOME SWEET HOME!!!

sistersss rox

2008-10-13T22:08:00.005+08:00

outing with my sistersss... last sat... after my work... wohooo... meeting them is so fun la... talk non stop... love them.... after eatin seoul garden walk ard orchard.... no matter how long u r with your frez.... u may nt know everything abt them... but the longer you r with them... the more things u will find out abt them... so dun tink becos u r with your frez for very long time... some of the things.. u might nt really know... no matter good or bad... whaha...

we were talking abt evg again... this time... saying abt in our stream... who will make a good bf n good husband....n the three of us agree on this two guys... haha... sorry... nt going to say who... they can really make a good husband n bf... i can bet with u... whah...we three very very lucky... as we stay very near one another... we can send one another home... we sat at mac... continue talking leh.. like i say.. our topic can nv end... we have so much things to say... i tink if we stay together.. sure every night no need slp... whaha... i really love them....

the starting

the ending

my two lovely sisters

10 oct

2008-10-10T21:48:00.002+08:00

today i have TWO darlings bday leh... whahaa.... so busy..... whaha... anyway.. i wish both my darling happy bday... may all their wishes come true... one is zun zun... another one is my brownie.. wwohooo.....

10 oct... happy bday wu zun...

the moment i got this mag.. my nose bleed la... wu zun is so OMG... handsome.. really... love his everything... ok.. will update again... tml gt exam.. wish me luck.. whaha...
take care ppl....

2008-10-02T20:42:00.003+08:00

i m still alive... whaha...i m just too lazy to blog.... tired of everything...

i m sick of saying some ppl also... becos they just dun listen.. waste my time loh...argh!!!!

tat all... bye

2008-09-21T13:28:00.005+08:00

last sat 20 sept.. was a busy day for me... BUT it was all worth it..... i went to huising and serenes' 21st bday.... whaha.... luckily ... both were at pasir ris... easy for me to run both side... it was fun seeing boys without hair... catching up with the ladies... after we all went to the working world.. nv really contact....especially my 5a1... after my bday celebration... i nv really know what happen n their life... and what is going on...

well i dun have to say much... my pictures will tell the stories... starting off with huising bday....

this is the bday gal... errrrr.... huising...

the rest of the gang....

me n my wonderful frez....

serene's bday..... n my lovly 5a1...

the lorry gang

frez

2008-09-11T23:12:00.005+08:00

today is September 11.. i tink everyone knows what happen few years back in america.... i watch a video on that... i cried... http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/61abENh0HAM/ .... very touching really..

september 11... memories flow in... becos during tat yr.... some thing happen in my class... i wun say it out here.. anyway everything is ok already.. i m very glad.... and also this is memory between me n my cls... i dun wish to share... becos it only BELONG TO US!!!!...

sometime when i m alone... a lot of things came into my mind... frez... family... studies...work.. n many more... recently thing tat keep me tinking r FRIENDS.... if you ppl have been reading my blog... i actually posted up quite a lot of entries on FRIENdS..... becos this topic make me think a lot... really... if i can ... i will really wan to keep in contact with all of them... BUT.... there will alway be questions stopping me from doing that.... n i would say... mayb in the surface...we can be really really close.. but the fact is tat... we r actually not that close.... well... i duno hw should i say it... i know i m nt really a good frez to some ppl out there... but i know there will be ppl like to be my frez... i know who they are.....sometime frez dun have to keep contact one another.. tat is wat ppl say... BUT.. i feel is so wrong.... becos if u dun keep contacting your frez... u will nt know how r they... n are they ok.. everything.... BUT PLEASE dun wait till when u need your friend then u go contact them... i actually warn some of the ppl ard me... if they ever dare to do this to me... i did inform them... what will happen..so please dun try ok... i may nt be able to go thro this once again... frez is very very impt in my life... if u ppl.. dunno... BUT now u know....

go thro your msn... who are the ppl u still talk to... when u see them online.. will u bother to go say Hi... how r u.... sometime i dun even dare to look who is online.... becos i saw them online... but they did nt even bother to say hi... i feel more disappointed... so best.. dun look at it...

ok... these are the questions that i will ask myself... or questions that stop me from contact some friends....

are they really there for me when i need them
they are IMPT to me... BUT am i IMPT to them
am i sure that my frez really like me as much as i ike them
will they tink of me, when they really need someone to talk to...
do they really trust me..
what will we be like i 5 yrs time
are they the really frez i m looking for...
how many of them consider me as really really good or close frez...
and many more la....

out of this eight questions.... who will dare to answer me.... feel freee..... whaha....

but i can amswer them myself for some of the frez.... they have been thro with me thick n thin...they will alway be there for me without fail.... n i know.. they know who they are... in 5 or 10 yrs time... i know our friendship still remain strong...i hope i m right abt it...i should say... I M SURE I M RIGHT!!!! i wan to thx those who are still ard me after all these yrs.... becos i m nt easy person to stick with... i know i m nasty... i dun have good temper... i m stubborn... i have alot of bad points.. i know my frez know it too... but they tolerant me... i m really glad... becos they nv giveu up on me after all my nonsense they have seen... thanks ppl..... i love u all...

Friendship has a special place in human life, and so gives rise to particular kinds of moral problems.

i really love this song by vitamin C - graduation (friends forever).. since sec skool... meaningful... sometime listening to this song make me tink alot n tears will start rolling dwn...

i know what i wrote here ... will sure offend ppl... but u all know me la.... i cant keep things to myself. ... i will burst one loh.... but what i wrote is really what i tink.... mayb some of u might disagree with me.. but still this is what i tink...

But i m still willing to accept who lost contect with me... to talk to me again... becos after one night of thinking... in this life we have fate to be frez...i must treasure it.. becos is hard for us to come together as frez.... ALTHOUGH singapore is nt big... but there are so many ppl out there....so if we have the fate to be frez... i will reasure it.. i promise....

sept

2008-09-08T17:29:00.005+08:00

yesterday was a fun day.... shop like nobody business... it been a long time i went shopping... whaha... i went shopping with my fav shopping partner... another one missing la... xinnie... whaha...

buy so many things la... this week must eat grass le... no $$$$ whahah.... BUT i enjoy myself to the max la... whah...

7Th Sept... my ah evelyn bday leh... finally she joined my gang.. 21 yrs old... ah ma.. old le...
happy bithday to my ah ma evelyn...

1st Sept.... winnie bday.... happy bday to u... Pal... whaha...

sisters forever

2008-09-07T00:22:00.004+08:00

i was actually feeling quite sad the last few days.. i dunno why leh... so i decided to call my sisters out... xuannie N xinnie.... i sms them on thurs.... we were planning to meet on sat... but guess what we all met up on friday instead... becos we all cant wait to see one another.. the last time we met up was on xinnie's bday...

meeting them make me happy... so many thingsto share... from work to personal life... as usual make fun of one another... tat is our fav hobby.. whaha... talking to them make me happy again... i just love to hang out with them..

no matter hw busy we are...we will sure hang out... luckily we all stay so so near la...can go home together.. sit train home together... whaha...

i really love them... they keep me breathing....thanks ladies.....

miss working with them

2008-09-02T22:17:00.013+08:00

sometime i m wondering is it i m the one who is changing.... or is it onli me who think that ppl r changing... i dunno... but it seem that no one ard me has change... after i talk to them... after i know what they r doing.. they did not change at all.. i tink the problem lies in me... i m the one who is changing without me knowing.... i change n i tink is ppl ard me change... haiz... what is happening to me... i dunno.. but i will go find out...

second day at home...last friday was my last day at SMRT... i missing working now la.. haiz... but everything will ends.. dun they... ....

our farewell lunch is alway at sakru... whhaa... becos near to our work place... plus easier for everyone leh.. whaha... i had it on 15 aug n 27 aug leh..

15 aug is for my executive... Don... his last few days.. we had been talking to him... he show us alot of pic of different countries leh... so jealous... we really had fun taking to him...

15th Aug

27 aug is for my manager n me... becos my last day on 29 aug.. celebrate together.. whahaha... my manager is the one who interview me leh... although i alway argue with him... BUT he really taught me alot of things leh..

27 aug

<--Desmond N me

<--my manager(Nicholas) N me

<--Nicholas N Kelly

<- US

29 aug-->my last day...
present to longest working TEMP staff in smrt HR... whhaa

<--Me N Nelson

US and Florette

Me N Florette

We are the best temp staffs

tat is aloy... whaha.. new found colleaue

now present u... my very very lovely ppl.. in my company..miss them a lot

i miss working with all of them leh... haiz...

2008-08-24T22:31:00.001+08:00

i have a lot of things n pictures to post up.... BUT BUT... i m way too busy n LAZY... whaha...

anyway... i will update my blog with alot of pictures... next week... when i finish my work... i promise...

till then.. ppl..

u all must take care ok....

lousy wk

2008-08-08T11:38:00.002+08:00

this wk is so nt my wk la.... i have benn so angry... so piss... so sad... abt everything ... n everyone... haiz... sickening... i hate this wk... luck is nt on my side... watever i do.. eveything is wrong..

office is like in a war... i have so many many things to do... until i almost burst out n cry... haiz... is so hard to live ...

haiz... life is miserable... dun worry.. i wun do toopid things...

bcos i still have thousand n millions of things to finish up... before i can die.. whaha...

pray tat i have a better week... next week...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE.... SINGAPORE ROX!!! LOVE SINGAPORE...

new lovers

2008-07-25T22:01:00.007+08:00

here r some of iteams .. tat make me work hard and earn more money to bring them home with me.. whaha...

http://www.swissluxury.com/zenith-watches-star-open-love-diamonds-stainless-steel.htm

http://www.exactwatches.com/Chronomaster-Star/El-Primero-Open-White-Satin-Strap.html

anyone one to buy for me this... whaha.... now i wan a rich bf... whaha...kidding...

i wan to use my own money to buy... whhaa...

dun have to rely on other ppl.. whaha

i hope i will bring them home soon....

2008-07-24T21:49:00.002+08:00

24 days to my blog 3rd bday.. looking forward

what is life

2008-07-17T21:15:00.002+08:00

things r going bad in workplace... scary... cruel... so real... that i dun dare to believe... haiz... working life is just nt suitable for me... haiz...

but i just wan to say my manager is so cute... he actually complain to me.. me leh.. a temp staff... was talking to him on the phone for abt half n hr i tink... listen to him complain.. cooling him dwn.. n also argue with him on the phone... so cute.. i like working with him actually.. whaha.. i m glad i can get to work with him.. learning things from him.. N ireally want to thank him for bringing me in.. allow myself to experience hw a HR person should behave and what is their job scope... whaha... i m doing what a temp staff should do.. i m also learn MORE THAN what a temp staff should know... whaha... thanks nicholas... whaha...

i m still thinking should i just stay for one more mth to help me manager since he is nice to me.. but i really need my rest... haiz... what should i do??? i really dunno.. sickening..

me n ah ma ... looking forward to 1 AUGUST 2008.... whaha.... is our BIG DAY!!!! wohoo... cant wait for tat day to come la.. i can hear tat place calling me....whaha.. right ah ma???

how are you all my frez... i miss u all... i really do... i miss the time we spend in cls studying together... no matter is in 5a1... PL02-04...E25N...E44G...i miss those time we had fun n laughter... i really i can meet up with u guys n gals again... as a whole class.. u know what is my wish now... turning back time... but i know this will nv come true... but i can just say can i just go back to skool one day with MY WHOLE CLASS... just sit back to where we used to sit for one hr.. JUS ONE HR.... just sit dwn n let me know the time with all of them again... JUST ONE TIME.... haiz...will this ever happen.... i will pray for this day to come.. haiz..

i really what u all know abt your life.... but i m alway looking forward to my everyday life... i know there will be new things ... new ppl to meet... happy thing... sad things... it really make me look forward.. whaha..

anyway take care... wohoo...

my life

2008-07-12T22:04:00.002+08:00

it been a long time i blog... i have been very busy with work.... n skool. sickening... i dun even have time for my personal things la.. argh...

i wan to go back to RP or EVG... i miss the times i have in cls.. the fun.. my frez... teachers... fac... aircon... fan.. whiteboard..table.. chair.... i miss so many things la.. tat i can see in skool.... the fun i have in everyday skool life.. hais..

yesterday met up with my two best sisters... although it was just a few hrs of meeting... but i feel so happy... they make my day happy.. wohoo... we have so many things to say..we are planning to go for a trip next yr... just the four good sisters going together.. whaha.... cant wait for it to happen la.. make me so excited.. whaha... i must start to plan my time...

two more wks in SMRT... n i will call it my working life.. until i finish my bachelor.. whaha... i really learn a lot in SMRT... especially from my manager Nicholas... he trust me alot.. n i really thank him for giving to have a chance to work in SMRT.... he make me do so many impt stuffs... which i dun tink any company will let a temp stuff do... whaha.... i m a very impt person in SMRT.. whaha....

i had a lot of photos to upload... but i m lazy... i promise i will post everything up in aug.... i will be free from my work.. n i can meet up with so many ppl.. cant wait to see all my frez.. especially my army guys frez.. with their SUPER SHORT hair..whaha.... cant wait... i have so many plans in aug... cant wait for my aug to come.. whahaha..

this mth u can meet me up... let me know earlier... i can plan.. so i dun OT on tat day.. dun meet me on sat... i m busy.. EVERY SAT... need help my dad do work.. whaha...

i m now so excited when i know aug is coming.. n i can meet so many ppl.. wohoo.. till then ppl.. take care.... stay in contact ok... cheers...

i love my life

2008-06-26T17:13:00.003+08:00

i am nt a good frez... when i m really busy... i will have less time to contact my frez.. so sorry ppl... cant wait for august to come... then i will have my free time.. to get back to my life.... wohoo...

then i will have time to meet up with my frez... ppl i wish to meet up n know how are their lifes....

secondary skool :

xinnie,
xuannie,
dino,
jasmine,
jiayi,
zul,
arthur,
iggy

poly:

ah ma...
gerlisa...
zohra...
hui sing...
amir..
barney...
suria....
uncle sam..
glendon...
jamal...
nisa....
winnie....
yvonne...
shu yuan...
yong hui

hope i can meet up with them soon.. i miss them... whaha...

today i should piss and angry becos of him... BUT he clear everything when he saw me.. whaha.. one funny thing happen i wun say here.. whaha... he was busy the whole day.. tat y... whahaha...before we go home.. we start talking happily again... he is going malaysia next week.. sian... no one to entertain me.. whaha...took the same train with him.. all the way from YCK to khatib... whaha... i would say i m happy enough.. although i wish at tat point is still orchard.. so we can talk all the way from orchard until his station Yishun.. whaha...

i was laughing all the way when i walked home la.. luckily no one scold me siao... whaha... ok.. i m looking forward to tml.. whaha...

sweet dreams ppl..

happy day

2008-06-18T21:59:00.001+08:00

once again... i m a happy little woman today....

yesh... thanks to HIM once again... whahaha

happy day

2008-06-17T21:54:00.003+08:00

love you not because of who you are ,but because of who i am when i am with you...

thanks for making me a happy person today... THE WHOLE DAY!!!! *sweet*

i hope you are MINE(XXXXXXX)!!!!

21st bday

2008-06-15T21:52:00.009+08:00

sorry for the late late post... this is what happen in my bday..... i just want to say thanks for popping by.. although the place was very very far for most of my frez... but they still come.. i m so happy... thanks for the gifts n wishes... all kept inside my heart... i will let the pics do the talking... i m so lazy to write anything la... whahaha....

EVG VS RP

gifts n red packets

below r all my frez.... counsins... aunties.. uncles... family... enjoy...

ok.. tat alll... hope u enjoy what i post here... whaha... enjoy your week....

wohooo

2008-06-04T20:03:00.002+08:00

i m here to tell you one story... a long long one... whaha.. 21 yrs ago... it happened in KK hospital... on 4th June 1987... one very very cute gal was born.... her parent was very happy to have her... and she was very grateful to her parent tat they bring her to the beautiful world.... how she get her name... her parent was thinking since she was born in June... they decided to call their new born baby gal... june..... whaha...

on this special day... 4th June.. i wan to thank alot of ppl... especially my parent.... love them the most... wohoo.... i also wan thanks all my frez.. who come into my life... putting lots of beautiful colors ... no matter which stage of my life you come in... all of u bring colors to my life... which make me a happy gal always.... thank you.. my frez... i know i will have many more wonderful coming into my life... but i m still waiting for the 'SPECIAL SOMEONE' ... whaha.... i know the 'SPECIAL SOMEONE' will come.... somewhere ard the world.... i wun say.. it will be in singapore... whaha... anyway... i just wan to thank those who buy me bday gifts.. n also many many wishes.... i love it...

i wan to wish myself.... HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY JUNE WONG SZE YIN AKA MYSELF... whaha....

short blog

2008-06-02T22:10:00.003+08:00

hi ppl.. just a quick update.... had my bday party... long wait... whaha.. anyway i had fun seeing so many ppl at one time.. wohoo.... thanks for all the gifts and best wishes.. i love it.. will update a long long entry soon.. when i have time.. till then...have a nice week... bye..

hello

2008-05-16T22:01:00.002+08:00

how is everyone... everyone sure busy earning money correct.. now is so hard to meet frez out to gather le... becos of the timing... n the busy work shedule... haiz.. sad leh.. adult like is like so boring can.. PLUS i haben adult yet leh...n i already bored... argh... how to survive like tat....

this wk pass very fast.. i had so many resumes to screen to.. helping my line ppl to screen thro.. before giving to them.. plus i still have other thing to deal with...dun even have a time to catch my air... whaha.... anyway i had my colleagues to entertain me.. so still ok... whaha.. n ALSO HIm... he is back.. happy....

went to have lunch over at TECH point... is a factory near to my side... the outside look like a shopping center... whhaha.. food still ok... better then my depot loh.. whaha... n guess who i saw... XUANNIE.... whaha.. so lucky can.. although both of us work at YCK... but at differnt part... wohoo.. so happy to see her la.. although did nt get to talk much... BUT still very happy to see her... whaha... YCK is so small... waha...

anyway this wk has a long week holiday... 3 days..after start working.. everyone is looking forward to Public HOliday... so am i... whaha.... have a nice weekend n PH...

bye

this wk

2008-05-11T18:45:00.002+08:00

this week has been a tiring.. happy n yet sad at the same time... tiring becos i work since last last monday no rest till sat... which mean i work for 12 days without one rest day.. i almost die i tell u.. so tired leh... sickening.. although i m get paid... i m still tired...

happy becos i finally get to rest this weekend... although not sleep whole day.. must at least i get sufficient slp.. i should say... whaha...

sad becos my frez's mum just pass away... nv will i know i will get this type of news...i know my frez is strong to pull thro this... becos my frez has so many friends to give my frez's support... i m sure my frez is strong enough.... one grp of us went to the wake... b4 i went there i was thinking later go there everyone sure gt nth to talk abt.. becos to me everyone has changed... BUT to my surprise.. when we sat dwn n start talking is just like we went back to our sec skool days... one bunch of crazy yet happy humans... i felt to happy at tat point of time... becos is like everyone is just like the same nobody change.. this is what i wan... really... i m so glad... this is all i can say...

my company going to extend me again.. until JULY... whaha... cute la.. if i really till july... i will be working in SMRT for FIVE mths... whaha.... nv though of tat... when i was telling them i work in SMRT... they say all sorts of nonsense.. say i must wear SMRT uniforms... ask if i need help check ppl's bag.. and also am i working helping ppl to top up ezlink card.. nonsense rite... tell them i work as HR.. still ask me all these funny funny questions... whaha.. damm cute la they all..
see them make me happy... we all chat till 11 plus becos the next day most of us r working.. so no choice have to go hme early.. i hope they will come to my bday... by then we can chat all night.. so fun right... they make me look forward to my bday,... thks ppl.. love u all

happening life

2008-05-01T21:10:00.002+08:00

after reading AMIR's blog... memories from RP pour straight into my mind... tears almost roll down.. oh god... i did not know RP mean so much to me... so much until whenever anyone mention abt missing rp... i will feel like crying... OH GOD!!!! RP.... I MISS U SO MUCH.... can time just slow dwn a bit... and let me go back to the old time.... even go back to my sec skool.. which i dun mind... although sec skool time is already so far away from me... but i will nv forget what happen during my five years in EVG... memories are the one that help me nt to stop breathing.. becos i know... in my future life... there will alway be good memories for me to think back... memories are also the one that brighten up my days... no matter how tired i m or how sad i m... with the memories i have in my mind.. make me a happy person.... wohoo.. memories u rox !!!

i will nv forget the first day in evg n rp... the feeling of nervous and scare... becos what if ppl in my cls all dun like me... or what if i dun find any good frez to hang out with... or wat if... there are so many what if... for me during my first day... especially in RP.. becos we have to change cls every semester... so the chances of not finding good frez in rp are quite high...

BUT all my what if... are nothing... becos all my what if nv happen to me... i found a lot of good frez that i can rely on... no matter how bad ... how mean... or how nasty i am... there are alway there for me... especially xuannie... n xinnie... there are the one that have not give up on me.. there are alway there for me ... when i have to survive thro my darkest moments in my life.... wohoo.. thank you gals... love you all... muack... in rp also not bad.... i got a lot of understanding frex... they understand me.. they know wat my temper are like... they know hu r the ppl i dun like to work with... i really thank those ppl... especially ppl i meet in yr 2 n 3.... mayb all of us study the same course... we have the same thinking.. that is y.. i can mix well with them... i know they know hu they are...i dun have to say out there... becos there r more than ten of them.. whaha...just wan to say thank you for coming into my life... n the things tat u all did for me.. i will nv forget... they will stick to me.. until i die...

i m readin this book... is abt this lady.. she met with an accident.. when she wake up... she lost her past three years of memories... so poor thing la... i cant image myself losing any part of my memories for the past twenty one years.... actually from the story... i realise one thing... treasure whatever u have now... dun ask what too much... u might nv know the next day u wake up... u might lose all your memories.... anyway.. treasure the ppl ard u.. treaure whatever u have with you.....

i dunno is it me.. or wat.. i tink i change in some ways... the way i treat some ppl.. anyway.. i dunno what happen la.. i m too lazy to bother... whaha... becos my world is alway so happening.. sometime i dun have time to bother abt this things... n i also know... ppl come n go... so sometime dun waste time on this thing.... is a waste of time.. whaha.. ok.. i know i m mean... but.. haiya.. life is cruel.. so dun blame me for tat... is this world that make me become like tat... whaha...

ok...ppl.. thank for reading till the end... i know i complain.. whine.. or whatever alot... but i m like tat one watl... should get used to it already right.... whaha.. ok la.. i know u wan me to stop le rite.. so i will end here... good night.. have a nice day.... ppl

SMILE ALWAYS

fun day

2008-04-28T22:12:00.004+08:00

never fail to meet up with my fav sisters cum best frez... wohoo.. going out with them... so fun n exciting... so many things to talk abt... helping one another to solve problems... accompany each others to buy so many nice nice things.. worried for one another when we cant find job... felt happy when the three of us got a job... becos our dream is to go travel together.. wohoo... now that we have a job... we r getting nearer to our dream... cant wait to go travel with them... yeah.. soon..... never fail to tease one another.. whaha.. tat is the best part la.. becos alway same the same old guy... whaha...just dunno how to describe the feeling of going out with them.. yeah... whahah... xuannie... xinnie.. i love u all... smile...meet up again sooon ok...
i bought two formal skirts for $20 ... one shirt $10...one pair of shoe $17.90.... so happy

i wnt be blogging for the next SIX days... i will be working late.. sad leh... haiz.. no more combat cls for me this wk... cannt meet with my sisters... whaha... miss them already.. but i just met them last wk.. whaha...
just wan to say good luck ladies... have fun in your workplace.... keep in contact more often ok... smile..

never fail to be part of my everyday life... love u gals..

driving is scary

2008-04-19T23:05:00.003+08:00

i came back safe n sound.. just now went driving again... almost die on the way..... STRESS.. with daddy sitting right beside me... driving his car.... u should know how much pressure i will have... the car i learn in driving skool n the one i driving is like different la... plus i drive at night leh.. OMG.. can die... whaha...

something came to my mind this morning... for those who r working...

1) love the job... love the company... love the ppl

2)hate the job.... love the company... love the ppl...

3)love the job .... hate the company ... love the ppl...

4) love the job ... love the company.... hate the ppl...

5) hate the job... hate the company... hate the ppl...

so which one do u tink u r in... hmmm... i have my answer already.. for my working life. make a guess... i bet those close frez of mine will know...

anyway just wan to say ... is hard to like those ppl... u cant stand it .... plus i m someone no matter how hard or how u force me.. when i dislike u... i just dislike .. nth will change... n my attitude will show everything... i m someone who dun like to hide the feeling.. whatever expression or how i feeling tat day.. i will just show it... stop trying to act in front of me.. this will make me hate u more...no matter what u do... i just hate u... so just F off from my lifee... i m so suay.. to meet u in my life... argh!!!! so angry la.. dunno how long more can i cool dwn becos i shout at the person face to F off... whaha...

k la...i will stop complaining... but still feel angry inside... how i wish can dun have to see tat person... just another hmmm.. then dun have to see le..till then... i will let u all know.. i will share the good news ... whaha.. cant wait to go back to study.. i love student's life... whaha..

till then... i hope to see those ppl i invited on tat day... whaha.... see u ppl... whaha...

2008-04-17T10:44:00.003+08:00

here i m blogging in my office.. whahaha.. too bored already la... plus my boss just tell me tat i have to stay till end of may... oh god... one more month to go... stress place... anyway... got HIM... stay one more month also nvm... whaha.. anyway.... still stres...

i dunno what to write here... everyday same thing happen all over again... nth interesting... sian.. unlike in RP... so many nice n happening things happen... i miss going to skoo... i will be going back to study during JUNE... whaha... looking forward to it leh!!! whahah.. study things tat i really interested in.. wohoo.... must work very very hard this time.. no more playing... this is my future...

tat all for now.. must go back to work le.. have a nice day ppl.....

2008-04-13T17:09:00.000+08:00

sometime i just dun wish to msg some ppl.. abt my bday thingy... wan to know why... guess after i tell them what will be their reply.... their reply are XXOIJOHYHNDBOIHSPOMJBDKJBSNKJ..... which spoil my day... damm sickening.. i m just being nice n sweet to invite u to my party.... whether u come or not ... i actually dun really care... becos... u come.. the party is fun... u dun come... the party still be fun.... so u r a nobody just to let u know... oookokookk... so dun tink i really need u to come to my party... REALLLY!!!! my close n good frez come can already... actually...w haha.. ok.. let me complain a bit... if not.. i will go crazy.. tat all.. have a nice weekend....

i pass driving

2008-04-12T23:38:00.008+08:00

A piece of good news to share...., I PASS MY DRIVING ALREADY!!!!! wohoo... so happy la... more happy than getting a bf in my life... whaha... driving a car is all tat i need... whaha...

anyway... very happy... on tat day.. meet with my two nie nie... whaha.. becos our names are xuannie xinnie(sydney)n ME(junie).. we still got another member dino...(qinie)whaha... anyway... we had buffet on tat day.. some sort of a celebration for me.. whaha... i will let the pictures do the talking... but i just wan to say... i love them to the MAXXXXXXXX!!!! how i wish i know them earlier... BUT i m glad my three best sisters came to my life during sec skool... cant wait for the FOUR of us to get together again... wohoo....

buffet of the day....

BBQ + steamboat... the soup not nice one loh...*vomit*

total disaster... whaha... caught kitty eating prawns... (ms prawn gal)

xinnie.... xuannie... junie....dino(huiqi... missing)= friends for life.....

here come the making of ice cream....

step 1 step2

step 3 step4

step 5 step 6

tat all... whaha....

i alway enjoy my day with them... no matter how tired i m... love u gals....thanks for everything

i miss u rp

2008-04-08T21:24:00.002+08:00

today when i reached wdl station i saw a lot of students carrying laptop going home... i then release RP student start skool le... haiz.. last yr during this time... i m suppose to be in skool... BUT NOW.. where i m ... stepping in working world.. everyday so tired... haiz.. everyday must do so many work... sickening.. i still prefer the life in RP... FIrst meeting... first breakout... second meeting... lunch time.. then third meeting... 6P.. go home... life seem to be so easy in RP everyday... although every sem i have to change cls... but so wat.. i get to meet so many wonderful ppl... isnt tat great also... haiz... miss those days.... i gt a frez... she gt into rp... ask me for resources... whaha... miss those days... asking for resources everyday.. whaha.. RP teach me to copy n paste... pon skool... skip cls halfway... whaha... miss those fun days...

i miss rp food.. waffle... chinese noodles... everything.. cafe.... bookshop.. e1 canteen.. cafe... w4 canteen... lib cafe... whaha.. so many places with memories... especially e1 cafe... whaha... sweet memeories... i miss brownie.... haiz...

must find one day go back rp.... n eat... lunch... whaha

some random stuff to complain abt... sometime... i take time to care for my frez.... BUT in the end.. what will i get... NOTHING...damm sick... so now i tell myself... care for those who r worth it.... i have a list in my mind... whaha...anyway.. just let me complain here n there... if not my whole brain will explode...whaha

sweet dreams

2008-04-07T21:58:00.004+08:00

i had sweet dream.. tat make me smile all day.... HOW I WISH TAT DREAM WAS True!!!!!!

haiz... cant just sweet dream be true... anyway... i m still waiting...whaha

bye rp

2008-03-30T20:28:00.014+08:00

Good bye RP... i will miss u

FEVER!!!.... not.. i m nt sick.. is just the name for my graduation night.... although i didnt see alot of my frez there... BUT still i enjoy my days with the ppl i went with... thank gals..... whaha... i love the night.... is the last time i will be going back to RP... no more reason y i m going back there.... sad rite... THREE YEARS in RP just end like tat yesterday.... i m glad i went to RP... i dunno who i will be like if i m in rp.. anyway... i m so going to miss the skook... in woodlands as well as over at tanglin(phoenix park)... haiz... i m going to miss rp... i will post those pictures that make me miss rp.... oh ya... i took pic with a guy i fancy for THREE WHOLE years in my ploy life.... i love my night yesterday.. whaha.. i tink most ppl will know who la.. shy la...watever... anyway i wun see HIM again.... so nvm....

PICTURES i LOVE the most!!! yes... is him Jonathan Joseph Woodhouse

i love my life

2008-03-24T21:17:00.021+08:00

present that i get for myself n my mum buy me the turtle

when the best sister meet for korean foods... very nice.. at novena..should try

My brother birthday(13mar)!!! sweet sixteen!!!

WHEN my dad treat me to sit the singapore flyer

BEAUTIFUL SINGAPORE!!! don't u just LOVE SINGAPOE

my mum nt around... she scare.. whaha

BONDING WITH MY DAD

afraid of height.. my mum was alone for half n hr.. whaha.. tat is HER... MY MUM.. pics taken when i m on the flyer

MY mum waiting alone for us to come dwn.. whaha

my parent... sorry abt my dad acting cute.. whaha

my bro acting toopid... . me n my bro

what a month for me... more happy days to come... LOOKING FORWARD to wed... RP graduation day.... n also SAT.... Graduation NIGHT!!! whahhaha.... don't be jealous of my life... be happy with what u have.. ok.. treausure it.. everyone's life is HAPPY...

i hate working life

2008-03-13T22:10:00.006+08:00

here i am... finally gt the time to blog.. becos everyday must sleep early... the next day need go work.. SIAN!!! i miss skool life can!!! agrh... this is my working environment... look at the piles of paper i have on the table.. damm sickening..... whaha... i get to interview ppl.. so quite interesting... becos i get to see different ppl... BUT ALL UNCLES la... sian... whaha....

my workplace in SMRT!!!

me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me

interview Room.... me n my frez sit

i get to watch TV... whahha

where nobody come... whaha........................... MEssy MEssy MEssy MEssy MEssy MEssy

tat all.. i will tried to blog more often... i miss RP... whaha.. i miss skool life.... looking forward to graduation n graduation night....

goodbye cute

2008-03-09T21:28:00.002+08:00

healing in progress for me now... this few days... so hard... is seem like i had something stuck at my heart... a big stone i guess.... give me some time to be back to normal... i know i can... but i tink this time i need a long time.. tat all.

i totally give up on falling in love with ppl... there is no way i can take it again... mending my heart is not as easy i tink it is.. it take lots of time ... n energy.... especially when is it broken into millions of pieces....

anyway i m glad that i know where cute is working.. he nv quit.... so i should be happy... i can just pop by there to peep at him... although i no longer get to see him in gym every mon .. wed n fri.... but i just hope they can just transfer my cute back to orchard again... haiz.. i m going to pray for this everyday..... pls god....

i m tired already... no mood to do anything... can i dun go to work tml.. n just go disappear for a day... haiz......

sadness

2008-03-07T22:58:00.003+08:00

I M VERY VERY SAD NOW.... haiz... i dunno what to say.... my heart is hurting... so bad that i dunno what expression should i show on my face... my darling cute has transfer to othe place...HOW CAN THIS HAPPEN TO ME... i nv wan this to happen... haiz... reality world is never ok for me... i still prefer to live in my fantasy world... haiz... i gt nothing to say.. now.... i need to heal my pain... hope everything will be fine for me.. luckily today i reached home safe n sound.. becos i dunno what i was doing or thinking after i know the new tat my cute is not at my gym anymore.. haizz.........

seg retro party

2008-02-29T21:47:00.004+08:00

HEY ppl.. today is 29th feburary 2008, this date 29 will onli happen 4 yrs once in feb .... thx god.. i m nt born on tat day... if not i will onli get to celebrate my bday 4 years once... i dun wan... whhaa....

anyway yesterday was SEG retro party... it was kind of fun N boring... fun becos get to see some of my classmates... almost one mth nv see them leh... miss them so much... whaha... boring becos the party onli very little ppl attend .... haiz.. anyway... it was fun taking pictures with my classmates.... n allowing them to write in the notebook given by the skool... whaha... n all the comments.. there is one this word.. that will appear in what everyone writes... the word is NOISY.... sickening.. i gt so noisy meh... argh.. whaha.. anyway... is good tat they remember as a noisy person... whaha.. this mean they will remember me... i m so touch... whaha...

i haben get the pictures from amir n zohra... when i get them.. i will post it up... whaha... monday i m starting work le.. so scary... is been a long time i start working... whaha.... luckily is near ... at YCK.. whaha... yeah.. working also mean $$$$$ ... whaha... yeah!!!!

gift from the skool:

comments written by my friends....

compare the hand writing....

i love sherman's hand writing... on the right... so adult.. whaha...

happy week

2008-02-26T21:41:00.002+08:00

this week so happy.... i saw a guy i used to fancy... i cant say.. used to... i still fancy him NOW!!! he nv change... still as handsome as b4...*take note... he is a non chinese*... whha... watever... i told kitty... her reaction was... u sure very happy.... saw your fiance... whaha... *shy*... anyway i m gld i see him.... it been a long time.. although i stay somewhere near him... but i nv see him tat often... whaha... dun come ask me y i know where he stay.... whhaha... anyway i miss the time i see him in skool everyday.... whaha FOUR whole years... he wrote in my diary b4.. whaha.. i was in the same house with him.. during seconday skool days... GREEN HSE ROX!!! whaha

anyway i was talking to one of my classmate yesterday... still ask me y so long nv disturb him... whaha... i love disturbing him... becos i tink his character same as mine... as in like we had two characters living inside us... whaha... so i love talking to him... he used to tell me abt political stuffs... OMG rite ... how old is he onli... anyway when i see him in skool... he behave like a kid... whaha... different him....he is siao la... wan find a job lazy to find.. still tell me dun have... i still have to find for him... plus wan find a job.. nv write resume... i still have to tell him what to include inside.. argh!!!! anyway... he sent in his resume just hrs ago... thx to him.. i slept at two yeaterday... sickening... whhaha....

i wen out with ah hui n kitty to SIM.... did nt get to ask anything... whaha... dunno what we doing also... whaha.. we talk alot... plus ah hui gt a guy... to protect him.. BUT the guy give us free.... nobody wan... whaha... i dun say too much here.. later she kill me... well yestersay was fun.. so long nv meet... so much to talk abt... after tat me n kitty went seoul garden. talk again... same topic alway... never get bored... whahaa.... i love going out with them... cant wait to go out with them again.... whaha.... yeah!!!!

SEG retro party this coming thurs... cant wait for tat to happen... whaha... is sure going to be fun... whaha.... looking forward!!!!

random

2008-02-23T00:01:00.002+08:00

congrate to singapore, for winnie the host country for the 2010 youth game.... while watching the news yesterday... when they announce the result... my eyes almost gt tear drop... too much le ma.. i m a singaporean.. listening to this new... make me happy... whaha... I M PROUD TO A SINGAPOREAN!!!!!

anyway i had fun in gym today... working out at azrino lesson for 2 hrs.. make my body siao... aching now... whaha.. but is nice la... cute was there... he is cute... as usual... while watching channel newsasia... gt my timthy also... so happy... whaha... zohra cheer up ok... n hor... papaya is back... whaha.....

i choose to love in fantasy world... becos reality world.. is too difficult n cruel for me... i cannt take those stress n pressure.... i m scare... i dun wan to know the truth.... the truths are all too cruel... i dun get what i wan... so sickening... living in fantasy world.. i get everything i wan.... whaha... even the person.... anyway.... just to let u all know... i live in my fantasy world... dun come disturb me.... whaha..

movie i m waiting... the leap years... by wong lilin... n the water horse... whaha.. seem like nice ma.....

k la.. tat all for today.. stay happy !!!! yeah!!!! waiting for SEG retro party... wondering how will it be like... whaha excited

bye rp

2008-02-21T21:02:00.003+08:00

no matter how unhappy i am.. with this drink... everything will be ok... everyone should try ok.... very very nice... i m alway happy with this drink ard... whaha...

i m so bored at home... i miss going to rp everyday... argh... sickening... stay at home ... n rot.. i did go for 2 interviews..no news yet... daddy say nvm.. stay at home rest loh... nice daddy... whaha...

this is wat recently rp year 3 students receive

Dear WONG SZE YIN JUNE,

Congratulation! You have fulfilled all graduation criteria and have graduated from Republic Polytechnic in AY0708 Semester 2.

i m happy to see that ... but feeling abit sad.... end of my 3 years poly life.... i will miss those days i spend in rp...

BYE RP!!!! good bye to all my frez... is time to begin a new chapter in life... all the best...

movie

2008-02-19T19:33:00.005+08:00

it onli the second day of the wk... but i m so happy already.. thx to cute... he make me happy... within tat 2 seconds.... thx to zohra.... i pass my spelling test ... i spell my scandal name correctly... whaha.... anyway... i m very very happy..., i wen to watch "PS i love you".... nice movie... although a bit draggy.... but i give them 4 out of 5..... gals will love this show... i bet....whaha... oh ya... i just dunno why couples has to hug one another n making those toopid movies while watch the movie... are u here to watch movie.. so r u here to hug... toppid ppl... one possible reason.. they dun have enough money$$$$$ to go to the hotel.... slap those ppl... becos movie tickets r just less than $20 ... but if u go to hotel... it cost u more... hate those ppl... cant u all just do all this shit in a hotel or even in your room... go to hell ... all this ppl... seeing this ... make me think of one couple i know.. i tink some ppl know who i m talking abt... argh... sickening....

yesterday went to TMC n MDIS to know more abt their courses with zohra... had fun with her... on the way there... whaha.... i also happy tat my meow meow aka kitty n xuanhui... they r free... meaning we have the time to meet again.. wohoo.... cannt be more happy than this.... so long nv see them... almst 2 mths... last saw kitty was during new yr eve... then xuanhui..i did meet her out a while for shopping... whaha... oh ya.. my dino aka huiqi... she graduated... meaning the 4 of us can meet again... yeah!!! cant wait for tat to happen... wohooo.. it been a long time we 4 gather.... the best mates i have in my life.... cant wait to meet them next wk.. wohoo... counting them... meeting them make me happy... whahah... love them....

me n my mummy

during cny... help my aunt make pineapple tarts...

my pineapple tarts without pineapple... my aunt specially made for me... so touch... it will with eggs.. instead of pineapple... whahah

do u know how a frez forever picture look like... here u go :

friendship last forever.....they make me believe frez r forever!!!!

happy V day

2008-02-14T20:06:00.003+08:00

to all my frez who are single ... i wish u all a happy V day... those attached... my this entry is not for u!!! whahah... bleh!!!!

happy new year

2008-02-10T00:54:00.000+08:00

hey ppl.. how is cny... i hope is good... but still conside nt bad la.. whaha... so.. cny.. is still cny... watever... i yet to invite ppl to my hse... but soon... N i gt a list of ppl to invite.. BUT there r some ppl who will be in the list of NOT INVITINg... dun wan see their face.... something ugly happen... but my mum say mayb tat someone has gt somthing.. tat y do tat.. but i choose to believe myself... n wat i know...so i decided to HATE tat someone.. dun blame me for tat.. mayb u had your own reasonssss. BUT...i have mine too....

anyway wanted to invite ppl to my hse on sunday one... BUT something upset me.. so i decided to cancel it... sorry ppl... becos i very nt happy la... watever.. dun wish to say.. damm angry...

watch jay's movie with my bro just nw.. nt too bad la.. 3 out of 5 stars.. find jay quite cute... whatever.. i love tat tofu song.. nice nice.. whaha

i am sad

2008-02-03T21:59:00.000+08:00

i m feeling the pain in my heart... no more going back rp from tml onward...

no more meeting ah ma at eight...

no more walking to rp...

no more first meeting...

no more PDT.. no more first break...

no more milk tea...

no more seeing brownie from the cafe...

no more second meeting...

no more doing worksheet..

no more downloading problem statment....

no more doing ppt...

no more second break out..

no more canteen food....

no more thinking what to eat for lunch...

no more third meeting...

no more presenting to the whole class..

no more doing quiz...

no more doing evaluation....

no more 6p....

no more going to gym after skool...

no more walking back home with ah ma after skool...

no more UT.....

no more wed do fyp

no more PL02-04

no more PS01-03

no more E25N

no more E35K

no more E44G

no more E45A

NO MORE!!! everything is just memories.... all i am left with..... cry*sob*... while sitting in my dad car... i realise is sunday today... make me more sad... tml is monday... BUT i dun have to go skool anymore... i was controlling myself.. not to cry in my dad car... control until i feel sick... i feel pain in every parts of my body.... i hate the feeling... haiz... but i cant do anything except face the reality... i graduated from RP already!! tat all... i hope i can get over it fast... if not i dunn wat will happen to me... omg!!!! help... i need help!!!!!

last day!!!

2008-02-01T15:27:00.000+08:00

last day as a student of rp... i will miss rp for sure... i m disappointed when ppl come telling me they dun really will miss RP... i find those ppl... cold blooded... u mean this 3 years r nth to u... thanks for telling me tat.... if u say this is life.. i can still accept... haiz... disappointed is the only world i can say..... anyway... i m glad i came to skool today.... i had so much fun in cls... everyone is so happy.. buy pizza... share jokes... take photos... BUT when the cls really end... everyone bid goodbye to one another... i felt sour in my heart... omg... i dunno what to say... how i wish there is just another hr or another week.. for all of us to be together.... i believe in fate... n i know is fate tat all of us r being bring together bcome frez.... i m really glad that i know all my frez... this one i really thank god for tat.... i will never forget all the days i spend in RP... three years... my god... time just flies like nobody business.. haiz...i will post all the picture i got... sad!!!!!!!

i m glad tat i have frez who have same thinking as me.. which make me happy.. they will miss RP.. n they say will miss me too... *super touch*... me n zohra were talking on the train.. say today is last day... we wun get to see everyone in skool e anymore... no more PDT... no more first break out.. no more first meet... second meeting.. third meeting... no more do ppt... dun have to present anymore... no more cafe or canteen work... no more sitting at cafe find brownie... omg.. after hearing all this my heart sank to the bottom... deep deep dwn.. i cried.. whaha tears just flow dwn my eyes.. without letting me stop them.. really sad can.. think back... ppl.. those days with your gd frez in skool... spending so much time together... now u wun get the chance anymore... oh dear... sad can... i m crying now.. while writing this... I M REALLY SAD!!!! luckily i have my memories to tink back when i tink of RP.... i wan to thx RP for giving me so many memories n good frez.. tat i will treasure.... thank you RP... i will never forget the days i spend there... from tanglin campus to woodlands campus..so many things happen but i manage to survive...

i really dunno what say.. but i wish all my frez all the best in whatever u all do... n remember the days we spend together in RP ok!!

this is my cls(E45A)... nv will i forget those day

this is what we did in class.. whaha.. so fun.. i m going to miss it...

take pictures non stop... BUt i still need a better camera

present to u... my class... dun play play!!!miss u ppl..see u all at BBQ!!cant wait for tat

fyp is over

2008-01-31T10:23:00.000+08:00

FYP is realy OVER!!!! can u believe it...

my team for ONE YEAR!!! time to say goodbye ppl!!!

peace with me n my frez....so happy

group pictures!!!!!!!!

my class:E45A!!!!

our LEGO fac!!! now u all know who is my lego face

PICTURE OF THE DAY!!!

seeing this make me smile the whole week!!! shy

after fyp.... huising.. evelyn... chyeyan's group... wilson...carling... BJ ...sky.. sky's gf.. wen to have dinner together to celebrate... i m glad i went... so fun can... walk until can die... laugh until can die also... eat until die... whaha...we ate FIVE types fish... can.. prawn.. i tink more than 5 plates...tofu... sharkfin... still gt alot ... while eating... we laugh non stop.. my table gt huising.. evelyn..me...sky n sky gf... BJ...wilson... carlin... sit with them.. u can laugh non stop... from the start till the end can.. omg..whaha... really very very fun.... i did nt know going out with them can be tat fun... the way they talk and really kill me.. whaha... i enjoy my day to the max la... i wan somemore can!!!! poly frez can be fun too!!! E44G... u all rox!!!!

2008-01-27T13:53:00.000+08:00

so rp third year students... from tml onward ... it will be our the last week in rp!!... so how r u all feeling.... i am having a mix feeling... i dunno how should i say... THREE YEARS!!!! just like tat... it seem tat yesterday i just joined rp at tanglin campus... now i m leaving a place that has been with me for the past 3 years... omg!! sometime .. new things come.. old thing must go.. sad isnt it... last week.. i must try my best to remember every concer of rp... i dun tink after tat i will be returning back to tat place again.. mayb on graduatin day.. onli... a skool that bring me quite a number of friends...memories.... and now is time for me to say goodbye to some ppl... n memeories will have to find a place in my heart to bury themselves.. sad isnt it... what to do ... this is life..we have to get used to it.... i will tried my best not to shed a tear at the end of the wk... i will cry at home... whaha... i m a very emotional person hor... whaha.. that is my weak point...guess what will happen in the last wk of rp.. i dunno... but i m looking forward... whah...

in the day...
i am the clouds.... you are my sun (cute)

in the night...
i am the stars... you are my moon (cute1)

in rainy reason...
i m the dark clouds... you are my rain (cool)

in snow season...
i am the snow... you will be my snowman... (brownie)

in spring season...
i am the tree... you will be my root (darling)

in summer..
i will be the sun... you are my light (mr mrt)

in fall...
i will be the leaf.. you will be my vein on the leaf.... (zunzun,beckahm,vanness,gong yoo,dong wook)

one more week

2008-01-24T22:00:00.000+08:00

while walking home alone... some many things came popping into my mind.... omg... i almost could not breathe.... so many... no matter is good or bad... or old news... or those recent news... i had to sort it out while walking.... sickening.. luckily i still remember to watch out while crossing the road... actually sometime is really good to be alone... becos u will have the time all to yourself... tink watever u wan... sort of everything.... so advice to everyone.. have some time for yourself.. alone.. sort all things that is inside your mind.... if not your mind will be very heavy.....

this is from gerlisa:
in outer space
i am the planet, you will be my orbit

one more week... in rp... mix emotion now...i feel happy n sad... happy becos i finish my poly life... sad is also becos i finish my poly life... i m leaving my poly's frez.... i m going to start a new chapter of life... omg... what will happen next.. i dunno... haiz... sad la... three years just like tat... no matter hw tough it is ... or how fun is it.. eveyything is going to end in rp in 1 week time... omg...while writing.. i really feel veyr sad... haiz.. brownie... one more week.. after tat i dun tink we will get to see each other ever again.. for the next wk.. u better everyday come skool ok... smile....

you are my everything

2008-01-23T23:10:00.001+08:00

in the day...
i am the clouds.... you are my sun
in the night...
i am the stars... you are my moon
in rainy reason...
i m the dark clouds... you aremy rain
in snow season...
i am the snow... you will be my snowman...
in spring season...
i am the tree... you will be my root
in summer..
i will be the sun... you are my light
in fall...
i will be the leaf.. you will be my vein on the leaf....

i post a question... is i better to be love or u love someone... i alway tink that to be love it the most lucky thing on earth... and to love someone is the painful thing... becos tat someone might not know that there is someone who love him deeeply.... is it better to be loved by others.. whaha...

today i am very happy... fyp is ending sooon... cant wait for tat... but the most happy things are happening in gym.... gt cute... cute2... gt mr kaya... gt scandle....gt cool too... n finally cool hair is in black... wohoo... so happy.. i still love him with his black hair... thx cool!!

i am the star.. you are my moon

2008-01-22T21:22:00.000+08:00

above is a list of names ... that i dun wish to contact.. if i celebrate u will be invited... if not ppl will start asking me.. y nv invite him/her... izit something happen... to save me from trouble... i will invite these ppl... dun worry... my list will grow longer when time comes... whaha... so go guess if your name is inside or nt.. dun have to come ask me.. whether is your inside... tink again.. will i tell.. u... smile....dun blame for being cruel...becos is those list of ppl start first... they told me to be cruel to other ppl... in order for me nt to get hurt again!!! so blame those ppl.. whaha.... me n jasmine talk abt this also... she also has a list of ppl she dun wan contact or nv contact already... this is life... so i m trying to accept the facts.... whahaha!!

anway... i m still happy.... whaha... becos i still have a long list of frez i wil to contact in the futue... yeah!!! n also FYP is coming to an END!!! is like finally... i cant wait for it to end... some ppl should know y.... anyway.... i just wan to say I HATE FYP!!! tat alll... whaha.. cant wait for next wed... last day.. omg.. i think i will be happy until i scream!!!!!!!!! whaha....

i now gt abit like my cls... BUT everything will be ending.... so too bad E45A... whahaha.. but thx for being part of my memories.... smile.. bye

whahha

2008-01-19T23:12:00.000+08:00

my mum suddenly ask me something... one question pop into my mind.... how many ppl will i stay in contact after leaving rp.. know wat is my ans.. i dunno... mayb nt a single one i will contact... dun ask me y... i have my reasonsssss..... this has nv happen to me b4... i will have a clear mind... who i will say bye.. n who i will continue to contact ...BUT i do have some ppl in my mind... i will say BYE!!! nv will i wan to see u in my life ever again... our friendship just stop at rp... no point to continue..... dun ever come n contact me... see me in the street just walk away... dun say hi ... if not i will act very fake ... smile n say hi to u... plus ppl should know when i fake out... u will know i m faking... nt real at all... so dun bother to say hi ok!!! i have enough of u... i dun wish to be fake anymore... u might nt know everyday u see me.. i m faking... sometime u still cant see the fake on my face... so too bad for u!!!!!

just came back from khow ming 21st bday.... so many ppl i see from evg... so happy to see them... BUT the most happy thing is see my jay look alike... so cute la...memories.. of him came tto my mind... *sweet* memories r alway sweet for me ...especially evg one... keep me happy!!i m so glad tat i went to khow ming bday... if not i will nt get to see him... whaha.. i m so happy la...

this is know ming when is he young.. cute hor.. his face nv change leh...

ppl in my life for the past 8 years!! n the numbers r growing strong

what a day

2008-01-16T08:56:00.000+08:00

this is wat happen to me during weekend... whaha...spend a lot during weekend... factory donuts... coffee bean... buy 2 shoes.... 2 new shirts... hate weekend... spend money like wat onli... sickening... i need a job soon.... if nt i can really die... whaha.. nt all i pay la... lucky me.. to have a very nice daddy... who are willing to spend money on me... n not forget my mummy... she buy clothes for me although she should be the one buying clothes... BUT instead i buy 2 new clothes leh.. whaha.. sorry mummy.....

two new clothes... dun play play!!!!

$33.90 $59

what we buy in A DAY!!!!

my fav sweet during sec skool days... whaha

i got a new thing on my wishlist... hope i can get by the end of this yr... with my own money... a louis vuitton... dun play play!!! i tink i going to save till siao.... so i need a job... high pay hor... whaha

10 signs u love someone

2008-01-15T20:05:00.000+08:00

TEN:You feel shy whenever they're around.-->true

NINE:You smile when you hear their voice.->true, see him make me smile

EIGHT:When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you justsee him/her.-->true.... when i see him in the canteen... no matter how crowded.. i will say the canteen is empty.. becos i can onli see him

SIX:They're all you think about. -->of cos!!!

FIVE:You realize you're always smiling whenyou're looking at them.-->whaha... *shy*

FOUR:You would do anything for them, just to see them.-->even going to the carpark(secret!!)

THREE:While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time.--> him n onli HIM!!

TWO:You were so busy thinking about thatperson, you didnt notice number seven was missing. -->really leh... i nv notice

ONE:You just scrolled up to check & arenow silently laughing at yourself.-->so silly me.. whaha

2008-01-11T22:30:00.001+08:00

sometime i just dunno hw ppl think.. plus i also dunno myself... dun ever let me know u used me... i hate those ppl... if i know who will do this to me .. dun ever come back to talk to me.. becos i wun talk to u anymore... i dun wan to get hurt again... ppl used me b4... once is enough... the pain is deep in my heart... nv will it be earse.... so pls dun do it to me again.. i will nv know if i can take it again...

phone

2008-01-11T15:06:00.000+08:00

phones tat rin my mind now... which one should i get... both so class... especially the LG one.. touch screen hor.. same as my LG chocolate... haiz... headach... argh.....any suggestion ppl...

3.2 megapixel camera with Carl Zeiss optics feature

5MP Impaging Capacity with Auto Focus/Xenon Flash
3.0" Touch Screen Dynamic Flash UI

as for the price for the phone... hmmmm
VS

he hold tat LG phone in coffee prine tat drame.. tat is when i m in love with tat LG phone... wohoo. so cool... especially the way he use it. OMG!!!!

what a day

2008-01-10T11:20:00.000+08:00

this is what my fac say during second meeting "teach us to number our days aright, that we mya gain a heart of wisdom"... i so agree with it... when everyone is born out... we had this number of days we going to live... is just tat nobody can see.. onli god... so we must treasure everyday... as u may nv know when u might just sleep... n nt wake up anymore...saying this sentence make me shiver... i m scare... really... if i were to sleep n nv wake up... will ppl still remember me after some time.. i dunno... haiz...

enough of nonsense...today is my good frez aka fyp team mate bday.. 21year old ok... dun play play... i remember correctly he is the first person i talk to when i just gt in to my yr2 sem 1 class(e25n), first day he is in my team... tat day the module is PCB... whaha.. tat is when we became close frez... whaha... hapy birthday ivan... may all your wishes come true ok... all the best......

tat is ivan(bday boy) & me

i was talking to xuanhui this afternoon.. sayin my skool gt nth to eat.. so sian.. i missed evg(my sec skool) food.. so long nv eat le... how i was i could just go back one day.. just for the food... haiz... an i turn back time.. can i go back to sec skool days... how i miss those days... haiz... evg had bring me so many memories.. no matter is it fun ... sad... tiring... or even angry...those r the memories tat no one can replace it in my mind....haiz... i miss all my buddies in skool.. although now we still meet up... BUT nt everyday leh... i wan to be with them everyday... i really do miss them... but i should say i nv regret going to evg to study... i dunno what i will be like if i did nt study in evg...

love them

2008-01-08T20:00:00.000+08:00

hello... i start skool aleady... so 4 more wks more .. byebye to rp... omg... three years just go like tat....wth....i dun wan step into the ugly working society... i m scare... really scare... haiz... but what can i do... face the reality... argh!!!

anyway i m happy yesterday... go back to skool... meaning i get to see brownie... wohoo... damm cute.. BUT he did something to his hair.... ok la.. quite nice... handsome!!!! but in the morning i was siao...wasnt myself... when u walk up to the cafe... USUALLY i will jump from my seat n GET HIGh to the MAX... guess what yesterday i was nt like tat.. i remain cool n steady... i did even make a noise when he walked up..tat is so nt me... argh!!! ah ma was shock... becos i dun behave like this in the past... whaha.. i also duno what i was doing la... after tat i was telling ah ma.. i miss him... i wan see him... ah ma scold me.. say just nw so cool.. nw like tat... i regret to the max can...argh... i was asking myself.. what was i think at tat point ... argh.. hate myself... i wun allow it to happen to me again... i left 4 wks in rp... i must make good use of the 4 wks...haiz... sad la...

my darling cute is back to work... yesterday... after such a long holiday.... sickening....luckily he did nt transfer out... scare me... argh...anway he look handsome n cute yesterday... whaha...so happy la... i will be going gym... n so happy... whaha.... hw wore white.. handsome... whahaha... shy la...i hurt my back... pain la... omg... i walk like a pregnant woman now can... argh... one hand has to put againt my back when i walk ... argh!!!!

today something nt so good... really spoil my mood... sometime when things happen... will see one person true colors... argh... making ME angry!!!!sickening.... BUT today see brownie.... so happy... making me happy!!!!

sensitive

2008-01-05T22:53:00.000+08:00

believe it or not.. i m actually quite a sensitive person... once ppl say something nt is nasty abt me.. it will affect me... even if is close frez .... wat they say affect me.. mayb is nt abt me... but i m so sensitive tat i might tink they r saying abt me... argh... haiz... i know they dun mean it... but is my fault la... i m over sensitive.... haiz... i need to change....

pls dun come n ask me.. is it u... becos even is u.. i wun say it out... u dun have to watch my behavior toward u.. becos when i conside u as my close frez... i dun show attitude to u.. on what u say tat hurt me...i onli show to ppl that i dun like ok... smile

happy

2008-01-03T18:51:00.000+08:00

hello ppl!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! yes is 2008 already...see how time flies... like nobody business... yes.. tat also mean that those who r born in the yr 1987 is 21 year old.. whaha... include me n lots o my frez... whaha.. we r an adult now... OMG!!!can i say i dun wan to be 21... i dun wan to be an adult... i wan just remain at where i m now... haiz.... i dun wan face reality...

anyway i was hearin some of my frez on hw they r going to celebrate their 21st bday... bu all like nv celebrate leh.. those celebrate onli call a few ppl... omg.. y like tat... i was planning my bday late last yr.. then i wrote dwn a list of ppl i will invite.. ard 100 leh... after listening from my frez... i tink i will reduce the number i invite.. is like very over hor... whhaa... siao le . i know... i will reduce.. onli invite those ppl i m really close with... if nt my parent also need spend a lot... whaha... so dun blame me if i nv invite u ok.. whhaha....

i m lazy to continue skool going to start.... 4 wks n i will be out of RP... scare.... whaha.. my cute nv come work.. sian.. dun wan go gym... argh....

2007-12-30T00:28:00.000+08:00

these r the ppl i wish to remember them forever... they are alway there for me

i really hope i can have a gathering with the four of them again... i love doing project with them... we had a team name leh... whaha... those r the days... i hope to see them soon

we r call "f5" dun play play!!!

still gt some more... i gt find their pictures... sorry.. i will find it soon.. i promise... whaha

friend forever... n friend do last forever

2007-12-28T23:08:00.000+08:00

had i say merry christmas .... whaha.. i tink haben... anyway i had a nice christmas... with my sisters (xuan hui n kitty)... as usual we head dwn to orchard.. see ppl spray foam at one another... we gt ourselves a hat.. whaha.... anyway we were talking abt alot of things happening ard our lifes... as usual... n xuan hui. had to say HIS name.... argh... whether she say HIS name i will see HIM the next min... tat really scare me.. becos i dun really wish to see him leh.. although it been a long time since i last saw him.. but i still dun wan to see him.,. dun ask me y...he is my memory now.... NICE memory he left for me... ok.. enough of nonsense.. i saw tat tattoo guy i worked with at pan pacific... i m damm happy to see him again.. though i will nv see him again... *shy*... but i m glad i saw him... whaha...

we going to bid goodbye to 2007 n welcome 2008... any new wish ppl... i have a lot in my minds.. plus i wan to bid goodbye to something in my life.. so something might change in my life... i will let u all know soon.... i agree with some of my frez..., as time goes by... the circle of frez u have in life will become lesser... or mayb more.. due to more ppl u know.. BUT how many will last long... i dun even dare to answer this question... becos i alway want the ans myself.. BUT what i can is nth...ppl r changing so fast tat some time i m to lazy to bother... n sooner later... they r no where to be found... n soon they r just like strangers that i meet everyday in life... they no longer mean anything to me... i know is sad... but this is life... so i m following the trend how a normal life should... no longer feeling sad... if some of my frez did nt bother to contact me..
if i see u but nv say hi... but i will sms u to say i saw u.. tat is a different case ... whaha....

i tink when 2008 come.. my phone list will have lesser ppl... y must i keep those ppl contact number if they dun bother to contact me right.. i m being cruel.. i dun wan to get hurt by my frez anymore... i feel better if be cruel to myself... y must i let other ppl gt the chance to hurt me... disappoint me.... so i learn to be cruel to myself...

this incident happen.. nt so long ago... when both r vey good frez...but when i saw this person on the street... the usual thing i will do is to go up to tat person... n say hi... BUt guess what i do... i just continue walking.... n just walk off like i dun see anyone i know.. dun blame me for doing tat... before u come n question me... ask tat person what had the person do.... i m so disappointed... tat person almost make me tink tat frez dun last at all.... BUT i m lucky... some frez like my sisters came to the rescue... they make me believe tat actually frez do last forever....so till now i still believe this sentence "friends forever... n friend do last forever"

anyway.... looking forward to 2008... it will be a better year for eveyone.... n believe friends are forever ok!!! have a nice weekend ppl.... see u all .... should be in 2008!!!! whaha

best sisters on earth... nv will i want to lose them..

thailand

2007-12-25T13:52:00.000+08:00

so this was how i spend my 4 days in thailand... whaha.. sorry i took so long to update...whaha

1st day : bye sinagpore... thailand here i come!!!

2nd day:

my fav shopping mall

this place i saw my honeymoon husband.. ah ma know who he is... whaha

3rd day:

shark fin.. yummy!!!

i see the durian.. i scare!! *so big*

4th day: bye thailand.... i m back singapore

i m so touch when i see this..(welcome back home)

present i got for myself"

6 shirts

2 skirts

3pants

i pair of slipper

2 bags.... whahaha

fav show

2007-12-23T14:44:00.000+08:00

i have been very busy watching shows ... over n over again... those that i m in love with now.. especially coffee prince n my girl.... both stories r quite similar... whaha... the male lead also blame the female lead making them crazy... becos the male leads will also tink of the female leads... so sweet hor.. i doubt this will happen in real life... whaha... i will get jealous when i see couple... BUT i m glad tat i m single.. whaha...

jealous becos they behave so loving n sweet... BUT how long can it last... i dun believe in ever lasting... this will only happen in fairytale stories... whaha.... dun u agree

happy becos whenever on the road i will get to see couples quarrling.. what is the use of being together... n then quarrel... haiz.....then the gals will alway cry... so poor thing.... so i m damm happy that i m single.. i can go anywhere i wan.. without reporting to anyone.. whaha... isnt tat great

my girl

cannt miss

loving

Lee Dong Wook(faint)

coffee prince

must watch!!!!

i love them

Gong Yoo (so man!!!)

at the airport

2007-12-14T09:36:00.000+08:00

here i m at the airport... updating.. i will be flying off to thailand @1100... whaha... so happy... anyway ppl ... pls take care... i will see u all back in tuesday... i will miss u ppl... bye

have a nice weekend!!!!!!

i m happy

2007-12-09T15:30:00.000+08:00

hello .. i m back from the chalet... whaha... although something bad did happen.. but.. chalet over is fun.. will post pictures up sooon!!!!!!!!

i wan to thx those ppl who comfort me when i m feeling really bad... thx u.. n i m feeling much better now so dun worry... i wan to thx ah ma evelyn n uncle glendon... xuan hui n winnie they r the one who really comfort me alot by listen to all my nonsense complains.... thx.. love u all... whaha.... especially ah ma.. i feel so bad la.. becos i feel so stress.. then i say all her fault.. i was kidding ah ma.. dun worry ok.. whaha....

ah ma say this <<>> after reading it.. i feel so touch la.. tears almost roll dwn... thx ah ma.. u r still the best.... love ah ma.... whaha....
<>n abt the previous curse.. i dun really mean it.. BUT at tat point of time i was feeling really furious... n angry.. so i was say it out... watever it is.. i will prove u ppl wrong... trust me.. i can do it... whaha...

no hor.. my cousins r so much better at least they know i m taking test... the only sentence i hear from them were good luck... can do it... they r so much better than those whom i call frez la...

why must this happen to me

2007-12-07T13:09:00.000+08:00

i feel so sad now can.. thx to all those who i call frez... whom say something that make me so disappointed and angry... so this is what i got for being nice to them.... without thinking on how i feel... so say out... ok... thx ppl... i will sure make it.. n prove u all wrong... ass holes... i curse u all... i curse u all with my whole heart..... argh... I HATE U ALL!!! FROM NOW ON... DUN COME N TALK TO ME ANYMORE... I DUN WAN U AL TO APPEAR IN FRONT OF ME.. U ALL R ASSHOLES... WHO DUN DESERVE ANYTHING NICE FROM ME... I HATE U ALL...

I hate myself too.. y cant i just dun care abt what other ppl say n continue what i tink is right.. haiz.. tat is me... i gt influence to what ppl say... i m such a failure... sickening...i feel like crying now can... sickening.. cant i just control my tears... argh!!!!

gemini

2007-12-05T21:43:00.000+08:00

GEMINI - The ChatterboxSmart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptablebut needs to express themselves. Argumentative and outspoken. Likes change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent, But is only changeable. Beautifulphysically and mentally.

i m totally agree with it la.. so true.. yes.. i m a chatterbox... i will die if i cant tok... whaha... I love changes.. whaha....yesh i m a Versatile person.... whaha...

happy

2007-12-04T08:34:00.000+08:00

u motivate me to sure be a psychologist when i grow up.. thx ar... at least now i m clear of what i wan to be when i leave RP.... smile... n i m glad my frez r willing to tell me their problem, this show that they have trust in me... make me so happy la.. whaha... i love listening to my frez telling me their problem.. i m nt cursing ppl to have a lot of problem so that they can tll me la... whaha... opps.. how should i say??

anyway i really envy ppl who cry in their sleep when they r feeling sad, at least when they cry out, is like a form de-stress... y am i envy becos there is no way i m able cry in my sleep.... i duno y.. argh... next is when ppl r sad.. they wan to be alone.. to tink thro... i cnt do it too.. becos i dun like to be alone... whaha... i m weird i know... but wat can i do.. whenever i m sad.. i try to tok nonsense i may be laughing on the outside.. but nobody know actually i m crying deep dwn my heart.. haiz.. life is this hard n cruel. whaha... but for me.. time will do the job... so everyday i can be happy.... no need to tink... whha...

oh ya.. n hor.. i jealous of ppl who can devoted to the one they love for so long... becos this is impossible for june wong.. whaha..haiz...i tend to change ppl i like very fast... my frez scold be.. they say die la.. next time u keep on need to change husband.. whaha... so cute rite...imagine i get tired of my husband face... n i duno need change how many husband like tat... whaha... i m nonsense i know.. whaha.. too bad... i m alway changing... this has gt to do with my horoscope.. whaha... i m born with it... what can i do....

n hor.. he is in skool today... so happy la.. N we wore the same brand again.. this is lIK E THE THIRD time already.. what can be more happy than seeing in skool... whaha... i m glad he is in skool... *shy*.... sometime when u wan see this person so badly.. they will nv appear in front of u.. BUT when u dun wan to see them... u get to see them so many time in skool... go where also can see them.. wat is this... hide n seek ar... argh....

anyway i really hope al my frez can be happy n free from problems.... ppl pls give yourself so many stress.. when u r unhappy... dun keep it to yourself...u might just explode one day... n become crazy... i dun wish to visit anyone in IMH.. whaha...

i m in love brownie

happy

2007-12-01T23:17:00.000+08:00

i dunno should i say i still dunno how to tink.. or should i say i rather nt wan to tink.... some time i will see my frez get upset becos of their "someone"..... haiz.. i mean i will get upset of my someone also.. but nt tat often.. i tink i m still at a stage of playing.. haben settle dwn.. i mean yso fast settle dwn on this someone when i m stil young... i still wan to play... i still have so many things to do... i m not ready to settle dwn.. whaha.. i m a playful person.. nv get tired... i m alway happy... i dun like to be sad... i m a person tat dun like sadness in me....

anyway.. i was at taka open space... at ard 5... saw pan wei bo... quite handsome.. his skin very nice... friendly guy.. whaha... then saw my sec skool ppl.. then after the event gt naval divers guys to help pack up the place.. all look so tan... some still quite handsome...haha..*shy*.... anyway saw this guy ... rp one.. i say he look like a guai guai guy... i recognise him thro his backview...today he also wear until like guai guai.. whaha.... dun ask me y.. i remember him by his backview... i tink i recognise ppl all by their backview ba.. whaha...

k la.. i m happy... i hope all my frez r happy too.. smile

happy

2007-11-30T21:33:00.000+08:00

add on to what happen in gym.. had fun there.. while me .. zohra n gerlisa doing some exercise.. there were 2 guys beside me.. doing exercise too... then there is one mirror in front of me... so while doing.. i was talking.. there gerlisa suddenly call my name n ask me to turn... so without any waiting.. i turn left... n CUTe was just standing right next to me... the distance between us is less then a metre.. i tell u... i was freeze at tat moment.. all i wish time freeze there too... n CUTE talk to the guy beside me.. his voice give me a shock... becos it was SO MAN can!!!!*faint*... whaha... n of cos *sweet* hearing his voice... happy gal.... then it was time to go for combat... wohoo... fav cls... then my so call scandal.. cme n disturb me... sickening... n shout out the numbe printed on the back of my shirt... so paiseh la...*shy*... but he is cute.. whaha... so happy la.. in gym... see CUTE can make me smile le.. today he tuck out his shirt... whaha.. although a bit beng... BUT he is HOT AH BENG... waha......most handsome zebra(gerlisa will know what is it)happy happy happy

n gerlisa is a naught gal... she call be Bitch in chi(38)agh... bad bad gerlisa... whaha.... but i had fun in gym.. so i forget to get angry with gerlisa.. whaha.. bad bad gerlisa... whaha.. i m happy... smile... so happy..i hope everyday can be like tat... so even if i die.. i gt no regret.. whaha...

love school

2007-11-30T13:24:00.000+08:00

here i m blogging in cls...too free already dunno what to do...i m happy today.... everything that happen today is so nice... especially seeing HIM in skool after so many days... make me HIGH to the MAX.... whaha.. my line line boy... aka my sunshine.... aka my browne.. wohoo... so happy!!!!today my team was fun...nice ppl to work with.. the lab session was fun to... how i wish all the lab sessions are all like tat... then i will be so happy already... whaha.... i m starting to love the clss(right jam!!!!) whaha.... BUT is coming to an end soon.. is alway like tat.. when u start to love cls... that is when it is coming to an end... haiz... sickening...

i did a new pic for my desktop.. but i cannt put it here... GT THEIR pic... shy la.. whaha... anyway i love my desktop pic... whaha....

so sad

2007-11-26T22:16:00.000+08:00

i m so moody now... after watching the news.. haiz.. i should nt watch the news.... today t0king abt the families members went to the sea and shout " come home"... seeing them shout make me so sad la.... while i see tat scene... inside me.. started crying... i dunno... i felt so sour.... i know those ppl i dun wan... wat for i feel sad... BUT i can still felt how their families felt...inside must be crying like mad... those 17 ppl who survive... they wun feel good too.... deep dwn they felt even worst... haiz... this is fate.....

luckily i gt ah ma... to console me la.. if not while typing to her... my tear might just drop....u may think i m crazy... i dun care.... i m an emotional person... i dun like to face this type of thing...i dunno them i already feel so bad.. what if it really happen to me...i dunno what will happen to me.... haiz.... i m so sad now la... why must this happen to singapore.... all i could do now is pray tat the family members can walk out of the darkness and go back to their normal life....really hope that everything will be fine soon.....

sad

2007-11-25T21:31:00.000+08:00

now i m having a mixed feeling.. sad n happy at one time... happy becos tml gt see.. can see brownie n dark chocolate... sad becos i watched the news n those dragon boat guys' bodies ha been found... n they r dead... so sad can... although i dunno any of them... BUT i m sad... becos they r singaporeans.... I M A SINGAPOREANS TOO.... so i m sad.. haiz... poor guys....i though they will be fine... today i went to temple.. i did pray saying i hope those ppl can find them... yesh they r being found .. BUT they r dead... haiz... sad la.... while listening to the news... i feel so sad inside almost cry... ah ma... feel sad to.... haiz... i hope they rest in peace... n their fmily will be alright soon... losing their love ones... *sad*

ok.... tml gt skool... smile

having fun

2007-11-23T21:44:00.000+08:00

today is a great day... although i did felt sick at some point of time... BUT i m strong.. i can recover fast... whaha... so today saw brownie.. as cute as before... saw my cute... asHOT as before... they make my life wonderful... whaha... love them to the max..... the combat teacher(my scandal) was cute.... whaha.. especially he wore tat big hat.. whaha... during christmas should buy one for him... whaha.. attending his lesson is part of my motivation to go gym... whaha... another part is of cos CUTE la.. still gt hu leh... whaha...

yesterday was a fun day too... whaha... saw my brownie wenti was abt to go home.. he then come skool.. for UT i tink..so cute.... so heng.. get to see him... *shy*.. went over to yvonne's cafe yesterday... ahd fun.. n took some pictures... i let the pictures do the rest of the toking...

the 3 good frez:

tat me!!!*peace*

tat is my cute yvonne... whaha

my miss winnie.... whaha

the two of them

yvonne N me

winnie outside of the temple(nice place)

attitude VS smile

winni N me

this is taken from where i sit.. nice view

nice place....

he rox

2007-11-22T17:58:00.000+08:00

currently i m at yvonne's workplace .... chilling here... whaha... ok.... blog abt this later

i m so happy .... becos i saw HIM.... when i was leaving the skool.. he just abt to go skool.. should be having his UT soon.... all the best to him... whahah... sure can do it... we wore same brand like so happy again.... whaha.. so happy.... yeah... ok..